FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196  
197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   >>   >|  
uade the Queen, Esclairmonde spent most of her time in a chamber apart from the chatter of Jaqueline's little court, where she was weaving, in the delicate point- lace work she had learnt in her Flemish convent, an exquisite robe, such as were worn by priests at Mass. She seldom worked, save for the poor; but she longed to do some honour to the one man who would have promoted her nearly vanished scheme, and this work she trusted to offer for a vestment to be used at his burial Mass. Many a cherished plan was resigned, many an act of self-negation uttered, as she bent over the dainty web; many an entreaty breathed, that her moment's wandering of fancy might not be reckoned against her, but that she might be aided to keep the promise of her infancy, and devote herself undivided to the direct service of God and of His poor, be it in ever so humble a station. Here she sat alone, when steps approached, the door opened, and of all people he stood before her whom she least wished to see, the young Lord of Glenuskie. Amazed as she was, she betrayed no confusion, and merely rose, saying quietly, 'This is an error. I will show you Madame's apartment.' But Malcolm, who had begun by looking far more confused than she, cried earnestly, 'One moment, lady. I came not willingly; the Countess sent for me to her. But since I am here--listen while Heaven gives me strength to say it--I will trouble you never again. I am come to a better mind. Oh, forgive me!' 'What are you here then for, Sir?' said Esclairmonde, with the same defensive dignity. 'My king sent me, against my will, on a mission to the Queen,' panted Malcolm. 'I am forced to wait here; or, lady, I should have been this day doing penance for my pursuit of you. Verily I am a penitent. Mayhap Heaven will forgive me, if you will.' 'If I understand you aright, it is well,' said Esclairmonde, still gravely and doubtfully. 'It is so indeed,' protested Malcolm, with a terrible wrench to his heart, yet a sensation of freeing his conscience. 'Fear me no longer now. After that which I saw at Vincennes, I know what it is to be on the straight path, and--oh! what it is to have fallen from it. How could I dream of dragging you down to be with one so unworthy, becoming more worthless each day? Lady, if I never see you more, pardon me, pray for me, as a saint for a poor outcast on earth!' 'Hush,' said Esclairmonde; 'I am no saint--only a maiden pledged. But, S
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196  
197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Esclairmonde

 
Malcolm
 

forgive

 
moment
 
Heaven
 

panted

 

defensive

 

forced

 
dignity
 
mission

willingly
 

Countess

 

listen

 

earnestly

 

confused

 

strength

 

trouble

 

fallen

 
dragging
 
Vincennes

straight

 

unworthy

 

maiden

 

pledged

 

outcast

 

worthless

 
pardon
 
understand
 

aright

 
Mayhap

penitent

 
penance
 

pursuit

 
Verily
 
gravely
 

doubtfully

 
freeing
 

sensation

 

conscience

 
longer

protested

 

terrible

 

wrench

 

promoted

 

vanished

 

scheme

 
trusted
 

longed

 

honour

 

vestment