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re is something disconcerting to the writer in the instinct which causes him to take an interest in the singularities of human nature so absorbing that his moral sense is powerless against it. He recognises in himself an artistic satisfaction in the contemplation of evil which a little startles him; but sincerity forces him to confess that the disapproval he feels for certain actions is not nearly so strong as his curiosity in their reasons. The character of a scoundrel, logical and complete, has a fascination for his creator which is an outrage to law and order. I expect that Shakespeare devised Iago with a gusto which he never knew when, weaving moonbeams with his fancy, he imagined Desdemona. It may be that in his rogues the writer gratifies instincts deep-rooted in him, which the manners and customs of a civilised world have forced back to the mysterious recesses of the subconscious. In giving to the character of his invention flesh and bones he is giving life to that part of himself which finds no other means of expression. His satisfaction is a sense of liberation. The writer is more concerned to know than to judge. There was in my soul a perfectly genuine horror of Strickland, and side by side with it a cold curiosity to discover his motives. I was puzzled by him, and I was eager to see how he regarded the tragedy he had caused in the lives of people who had used him with so much kindness. I applied the scalpel boldly. "Stroeve told me that picture you painted of his wife was the best thing you've ever done." Strickland took his pipe out of his mouth, and a smile lit up his eyes. "It was great fun to do." "Why did you give it him?" "I'd finished it. It wasn't any good to me." "Do you know that Stroeve nearly destroyed it?" "It wasn't altogether satisfactory." He was quiet for a moment or two, then he took his pipe out of his mouth again, and chuckled. "Do you know that the little man came to see me?" "Weren't you rather touched by what he had to say?" "No; I thought it damned silly and sentimental." "I suppose it escaped your memory that you'd ruined his life?" I remarked. He rubbed his bearded chin reflectively. "He's a very bad painter." "But a very good man." "And an excellent cook," Strickland added derisively. His callousness was inhuman, and in my indignation I was not inclined to mince my words. "As a mere matter of curiosity I wish you'd tell me, h
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