FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80  
81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   >>   >|  
ses were not urns, they were of marble and in their places. "How do you like it in this phase?" Gwendolen asked him, tactfully turning from the question of his weakness. "I love it myself, I own, though of course Chislebridge thinks I've lost my wits. To tell you the truth, Owen, I was tired of beauty. One may come to that. One may feel," said Gwendolen, pouring out the tea, "that one needs a discipline. This room is my discipline, and after it I know that I shall find self-indulgence almost vulgar." No; his mind was working to and fro between the present and the past with the rapidity and accuracy of a shuttle threading an intricate pattern--no, he had never mentioned to Gwendolen that late autumnal visit of his to Chislebridge eighteen months ago. Had that been because to mention it and the transformation he had been the first to witness in Mrs. Waterlow's drawing-room would have been, in a sense, to give Gwendolen a warning? And had he not, in his deepening affection for her, conceived her to be above the need of such warnings? Yes; for though he had been glad to recover his ideal of young Mrs. Waterlow, though he had been more than willing that Gwendolen should occupy the slightly ridiculous and humiliating position that he had imagined to be Mrs. Waterlow's, he had never for a moment imagined that Gwendolen's disingenuous docility would go as far as this. So many people might love red lacquer and old glass with a clear conscience, once they had been brought to see them; but who, with a clear conscience, could love black satin furniture and marble vases? "It is a very singular room," he found at last, in comment upon her information. "How--and when--did you come to think of it?" He heard the hollow sound of his own voice; but Gwendolen remained unaware. The fact of her stupidity cast a merciful veil of pitifulness over her. "I hardly know," she said, handing him his tea and happy in her theme. "These things are in the air at a given time--reactions, repulsions, wearinesses--I think. It grew bit by bit; I've brought it to this state only since my return from the Riviera. The idea came to me, oh, long ago--long before your illness. Alec Chambers is perfectly entranced with it, and vows it is the most beautiful--yes, beautiful--room in existence. It is witty as well as beautiful, he says, and he is going to paint it for the New English Art Club. Rooms have a curious influence upon me, you know, Owen. I really do
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80  
81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Gwendolen

 
Waterlow
 

beautiful

 

discipline

 

conscience

 

imagined

 
marble
 
brought
 

Chislebridge

 
unaware

singular

 

furniture

 

remained

 

stupidity

 

merciful

 

lacquer

 

information

 

comment

 
hollow
 

entranced


existence

 

perfectly

 

Chambers

 

illness

 
curious
 

influence

 
English
 

things

 

handing

 
pitifulness

return

 

Riviera

 

reactions

 

repulsions

 

wearinesses

 

indulgence

 
vulgar
 

working

 

shuttle

 

threading


intricate

 

accuracy

 

rapidity

 

present

 
pouring
 
tactfully
 

turning

 

question

 
places
 

weakness