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et some sleep, and report the consensus at the next meeting." "_Sixteen hours?_" yelped someone. "Do you know how much return time that adds?" "You heard me," said Coffin. "Anybody who wants to argue may do so from the brig. Dismissed!" He snapped off the switch. Kivi, temper eased, gave him a slow confidential grin. "That heavy-father act works nearly every time, no?" Coffin pushed from the table. "I'm going out," he said. His voice sounded harsh to him, a stranger's. "Carry on." He had never felt so alone before, not even the night his father died. _O God, who spake unto Moses in the wilderness, reveal now thy will._ But God was silent, and Coffin turned blindly to the only other help he could think of. * * * * * Space armored, he paused a moment in the air lock before continuing. He had been an astronaut for twenty-five years--for a century if you added time in the vats--but he could still not look upon naked creation without fear. An infinite blackness flashed: stars beyond stars, to the bright ghost-road of the Milky Way and on out to other galaxies and flocks of galaxies, until the light which a telescope might now register had been born before the Earth. Looking from his air-lock cave, past the radio web and the other ships, Coffin felt himself drown in enormousness, coldness, and total silence--though he knew that this vacuum burned and roared with man-destroying energies, roiled like currents of gas and dust more massive than planets and travailed with the birth of new suns--and he said to himself the most dreadful of names, _I am that I am_, and sweat formed chilly little globules under his arms. This much a man could see within the Solar System. Traveling at half light-speed stretched the human mind still further, till often it ripped across and another lunatic was shoved into deepsleep. For aberration redrew the sky, crowding stars toward the bows, so that the ships plunged toward a cloud of Doppler hell-blue. The constellations lay thinly abeam, you looked out upon the dark. Aft, Sol was still the brightest object in heaven, but it had gained a sullen red tinge, as if already grown old, as if the prodigal would return from far places to find his home buried under ice. _What is man that thou art mindful of him?_ The line gave its accustomed comfort; for, after all, the Sun-maker had also wrought this flesh, atom by atom, and at the very least would thi
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