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ax said. "How are you going to decide? Shall you take my advice, keep your place in this world, and give her money, if you find her? And most likely you never can. It's such a long time ago." Rose's voice dragged. It was very small and weak, very tired. "It's your advice for me to do that?" Max asked, almost incredulously. "And yet--she's your own child, _his_ child." "Not the child of our souls. You'll see what I mean, if you ever see her. Think it over--a few minutes, and then tell me. I feel--somehow I should like to know, before going. Wake me--in ten minutes. I think I could sleep--till then. Such a rest, since I told you! No pain." "Oughtn't I to call the doctor?" Max half rose from his chair by the bedside. "No, no. I want nothing--except to sleep--for ten minutes. Can you decide--in ten minutes?" "Yes." "You promise to wake me then?" "Yes," Max said again. For ten minutes there was silence in the room, save for a little sound of crackling wood in the open fire that Rose had always loved. Max had decided, and the time had come to keep his promise. He must speak, to wake the sleeper. But he did not know what to call her. She said that she had never loved him as a son. She must always have felt irritated when he dared to address her as "Dearest"--he, the little French _bourgeois_. She would hate it now. "Rose!" he whispered. Then a little louder, "Rose!" She did not answer. He would not have to tell her his decision. But perhaps she knew. CHAPTER III THE LAST ACT OF "GIRLS' LOVE" The wail of grief that echoed through New York for Rose Doran, suddenly snatched from life in the prime of her beauty, sounded in the ears of Max a warning note. Her memory must not be smirched. And then again came the temptation. As she lay dying he had decided what to do. But now that she was dead, now that letters and telegrams by the hundred, and visits of sympathy, and columns in the newspapers, were making him realize more and more her place in the world she had left, and the height of the pedestal on which the Doran family stood, the question repeated itself insistently: Why not reconsider? Max had thought from time to time that he knew what temptation was; but now he saw that he had never known. His safeguard used to be in calling up his father's image to stand by him, in listening for the tones of a beloved voice which had the power to calm his hot temper, or hold him back from some
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