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m, and so did not try to hit her apprehension, much less to raise or cultivate her intellect. He had lived too long at the South. Her moral nature was very oddly developed, showing how starved and stunted some of the faculties, naturally good, become without their proper nourishment. As, intellectually, she seemed not to comprehend herself, except that she had a vague sense of want and waste, so, from the habit of occupying herself with the external, she had not only a keen sense of the beautiful in outward form, but as ready a perception of character as could consist with a want of tact. Adaptation she certainly had. Tact she could not have, since her sympathies were so limited and her habit so much of external perception and appreciation. All this desolate tract in her nature might yet possibly be cultivated. But thus far it had never been. Beyond a small circle of thoughts and feelings, she was incapable of being interested. She didn't say, "Anan!" but she looked it. There was the same want of comprehension, I may call it, in reference to propriety of conduct. A certain nobleness, and freedom from all that was petty and cold, kept her from coquetry. At the same time she had a womanish vanity about her admirers, and entire freedom in speaking of them. In vain I endeavored to insinuate the unpleasant truth, that the fervency of her adorers was no compliment to her. She could not understand that she ought to shrink from the implied imputation of such manifestations. Somewhat out of patience, one day, at her pleasure in receiving a bouquet of rare flowers from one of these adorers, I said,-- "Isn't this the person who you said professed an attachment to you, or rather sent heliotrope to you and told you it meant _je vous aime?_" "The very man!" said she, smiling. "Then I am sure you are, as I should be, sadly mortified at his continuing these attentions." "I don't see why I should be mortified," said she, "He may be, if he likes." "You know what the poet says, Lulu, and it is excellent sense,-- 'In part she is to blame that has been tried, He comes too near that comes to be denied.'" The crimson tide rippled over her forehead at this, but it was only a passing disturbance, and she answered sweetly,-- "I don't think you are quite fair," as if she had been playing at some game with me. Apparently, too, she had as little religious as moral sense, though she called herself a member of the
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