FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85  
86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   >>   >|  
oreign substance in a healthy body, his nature would force him out of this uncongenial environment. With some natures the experience would have been a slow and protracted one, but with him the termination could not be long delayed. It came in a tragedy at the close of the next Sabbath. The day had been dreary, painful and exasperating beyond all endurance, and he felt that he could never stand the strain of another. And so, having detained his mother in the sitting room after the rest of the family had retired, he paced the floor for a few moments, and after several unsuccessful attempts to introduce the subject gently, said bluntly: "Mother, I am chafing myself to death against the limitations of this narrow life." "My son," she said calmly, "this has not come to me as a surprise." He moved uneasily and looked as if he would ask her "Why?" "Because," she said, as if he had really spoken, "a mother possesses the power of divination, and can discern the sorrows of her children, by a suffering in her own bosom." The consciousness that he had caused her pain rendered him incapable of speech, and for a moment they sat in silence. "What is thy wish and purpose, my son?" she asked at last, with an effort which seemed to exhaust her strength. "I wish to see the world," he answered, his eye kindling as he spoke. This reply, foreseen and expected as it was, sent a shiver through her. She turned paler, if possible, than before; but summoning all the powers of self-control resident in that disciplined spirit, she replied with an enforced tranquillity: "My son, does thee know what this world is which thee fain would see?" "I have seen it in my dreams. I have heard its distant voices calling to me. My spirit chafes to answer their summons. I strain at my anchor like a great ship caught by the tide." "Shall I tell thee what this world of which thee has dreamed such dreams is really like, my son?" she asked, struggling to maintain her calm. "How should thee know?" "I have seen it." "Thee has seen it? I thought that thee had passed thy entire life among the Quakers," he answered with surprise. "I say that I have seen it. Shall I tell thee what it is?" she resumed, as if she had not heard him. "If thee will," he answered, awed by a strange solemnity in her manner. Her quick respirations had become audible. Small but intensely red spots were burning on either cheek. Her white hands trembled as they
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85  
86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
answered
 

mother

 

surprise

 
strain
 
dreams
 
spirit
 

resident

 

replied

 

disciplined

 

foreseen


expected
 
kindling
 

exhaust

 

strength

 

shiver

 

summoning

 

powers

 

enforced

 

turned

 

control


summons
 

manner

 

solemnity

 
respirations
 

strange

 
Quakers
 
resumed
 

audible

 

trembled

 

burning


intensely

 

entire

 
answer
 
chafes
 

anchor

 
calling
 

voices

 

distant

 

caught

 

thought


passed

 

maintain

 
dreamed
 

struggling

 
tranquillity
 
children
 

endurance

 

exasperating

 
painful
 

Sabbath