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mpagne. "Things are in a dreadful state nowadays!" Mrs. Ferguson gasped to a paralyzed company, and turned an agonized face to Holder. "I'm so sorry," she said, "I don't know why I asked him to-night, except that I have to have a young man for Nan, and he's just come to the city, and I was sorry for him. He's very promising in a business way; he's in Mr. Plimpton's trust company." "Please don't let it trouble you." Holder turned and smiled a little, and added whimsically: "We may as well face the truth." "Oh, I should expect you to be good about it, but it was unpardonable," she cried . . . . In the intervals when he gained her attention he strove, by talking lightly of other things, to take her mind off the incident, but somehow it had left him strangely and--he felt--disproportionately depressed, --although he had believed himself capable of facing more or less philosophically that condition which the speaker had so frankly expressed. Yet the remark, somehow, had had an illuminating effect like a flashlight, revealing to him the isolation of the Church as never before. And after dinner, as they were going to the smoking-room, the offender accosted him shamefacedly. "I'm awfully sorry, Mr. Holder," he stammered. That the tall rector's regard was kindly did not relieve his discomfort. Hodder laid a hand on his shoulder. "Don't worry about it," he answered, "I have only one regret as to what you said--that it is true." The other looked at him curiously. "It's mighty decent of you to take it this way," he laid. Further speech failed him. He was a nice-looking young man, with firm white teeth, and honesty was written all over his boyish face. And the palpable fact that his regret was more on the clergyman's account than for the social faux pas drew Holder the more, since it bespoke a genuineness of character. He did not see the yearning in the rector's eyes as he turned away. . . Why was it they could not be standing side by side, fighting the same fight? The Church had lost him, and thousands like him, and she needed them; could not, indeed, do without them. Where, indeed, were the young men? They did not bother their heads about spiritual matters any more. But were they not, he asked himself, franker than many of these others, the so-called pillars of the spiritual structure? Mr. Plimpton accosted him. "I congratulate you upon the new plans, Mr. Hodder,--they're great," he said. "Mr. Parr an
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