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an," said he, gravely, "it is necessary that we should again meet to-night. It is necessary that you should, ere the first hour of morning, decide on your own fate. I know that you have insulted her whom you profess to love. It is not too late to repent. Consult not your friend: he is sensible and wise; but not now is his wisdom needed. There are times in life when, from the imagination, and not the reason, should wisdom come,--this, for you, is one of them. I ask not your answer now. Collect your thoughts,--recover your jaded and scattered spirits. It wants two hours of midnight. Before midnight I will be with you." "Incomprehensible being!" replied the Englishman, "I would leave the life you have preserved in your own hands; but what I have seen this night has swept even Viola from my thoughts. A fiercer desire than that of love burns in my veins,--the desire not to resemble but to surpass my kind; the desire to penetrate and to share the secret of your own existence--the desire of a preternatural knowledge and unearthly power. I make my choice. In my ancestor's name, I adjure and remind thee of thy pledge. Instruct me; school me; make me thine; and I surrender to thee at once, and without a murmur, the woman whom, till I saw thee, I would have defied a world to obtain." "I bid thee consider well: on the one hand, Viola, a tranquil home, a happy and serene life; on the other hand, all is darkness,--darkness, that even these eyes cannot penetrate." "But thou hast told me, that if I wed Viola, I must be contented with the common existence,--if I refuse, it is to aspire to thy knowledge and thy power." "Vain man, knowledge and power are not happiness." "But they are better than happiness. Say!--if I marry Viola, wilt thou be my master,--my guide? Say this, and I am resolved. "It were impossible." "Then I renounce her? I renounce love. I renounce happiness. Welcome solitude,--welcome despair; if they are the entrances to thy dark and sublime secret." "I will not take thy answer now. Before the last hour of night thou shalt give it in one word,--ay or no! Farewell till then." Zanoni waved his hand, and, descending rapidly, was seen no more. Glyndon rejoined his impatient and wondering friend; but Mervale, gazing on his face, saw that a great change had passed there. The flexile and dubious expression of youth was forever gone. The features were locked, rigid, and stern; and so faded was the natural bl
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