be subject to further hallucinations.
If it was an hallucination and not the Strange Lady herself.
_July 19_: Grass reported in Lyons. F has new experiment scheduled for
tomorrow. Despite upset condition, I wrote six pages of my history. The
work of concentrating, under the circumstances, was terrific but I feel
repaid for my effort. I am the captain of my soul.
S says the cottagers no longer paying rent. Told him to evict them.
_96._ _July 20_: F's test today on some underbrush in a wood. Think in
future I shall go only to inspect the results; the spraying is very
dull. Wrote four pages and tore them up. S says it is impossible to
evict tenants. Asked him if there were no law left in England and he
answered, "Not very much." I shall begin looking about for a new
steward. Hear the Tharios are in London. Grass reported beyond the
Vosges.
_July 21_: Usual aftermath of F's experiment. Not a sign of vegetation
left. In the face of this, simply maddening that she doesnt get into
action directly against the Grass. Got no satisfaction from her by
direct questioning. Can her whole attitude be motivated by some sort of
diseased and magnified femininity?
_July 22_: Noticed Burlet at breakfast had left off his striped
waistcoat. Such a thing has never happened before. Not surprised when he
requested interview. He began by saying it had been quite some time
since he put before me his plan for what he calls "vertical cities." Not
caring for his attitude, pointed out that it was quite outside my
province as an employer to wetnurse any schemes of his; nevertheless,
out of kindness I had brought it to the attention of the proper people.
"But, Mr Weener, sir, people are losing their lives."
"So you said before, Burlet."
"And if nothing is done the time will come when you also will be killed
by refugees or drowned by the Grass."
"That borders on impertinence, Burlet."
"I ope I ave never forgot my place. But umanity takes precedence over
umility."
"That will be all, Burlet."
"Very good, sir. If convenient, I should like to give notice as of the
first."
"All right, Burlet."
When he left, I was unreasonably disturbed. If I had pressed his
scheme--but it was impracticable....
_July 23_: The Grass is in the neighborhood of Antwerp and questions are
being asked in Parliament. Unless the government can offer satisfactory
assurances of action by F they are expected to fall tomorrow. Assured
the PM I would p
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