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ards she testified that he looked singularly cool and self-possessed. "I wish to see Mr. Warde," he said. "He's dining at the Head Master's." "Will he be in soon?" "I--er--don't know. Perhaps not. I wouldn't wait for him, Verney, if I were you." "Thank you," said John. "Good night." He went back to his room. In Mrs. Warde's eyes had read--what? Excitement? Apprehension? Suddenly, conviction came to him that this dinner at the Head Master's was a blind. Why, during that very afternoon, Warde had mentioned casually to Scaife that he was dining out. He had deliberately informed the Demon that the Coast was dear. And at this moment, probably, Warde lay concealed near the chestnut tree, waiting, watching, about to pounce upon the--wrong man! The temptation to cry "_Cave_!" tore at his vitals. Till this moment the tyranny of honour had never oppressed John. Having resolved to tell Warde that he meant to break his word, it may seem inexplicable that he shouldn't go a step further and break his word without warning the house-master. Upon such nice points of conscience hang issues of world-wide importance. To John, at any rate, the difference between the two paths out of a tangled wood was greater than it might appear to some of us. Warde had trusted him implicitly: could he bring himself to violate Warde's confidence without giving the man notice? However, what he might have done under pressure must remain a matter of surmise. At this moment a third path became visible. And down it John rushed, without consideration as to where it might lead. The one thing plain at this crisis was the certainty that he had discovered a plan of action which would save two things he valued supremely--his friendship for Caesar and his word of honour. Here we are at liberty to speculate what John would have done had he considered dispassionately the consequences of an action to be accomplished at once or not at all. But he had not time to consider anything except the fact that action would put to rout some very tormenting thoughts. He crumpled his bed, disarranged his room, and put on a cap and a thin overcoat, as all lights in the boys' side of the Mandi were extinguished. Then he stole out of his room, and crept to the window at the end of the passage. A moment later, he had squeezed through it, and was standing upon the sill outside, gazing fearfully at the void beneath, and the distance between the sill
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