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would certainly preclude it. How can you be an author and not understand that?" "I am not an author, I am sorry to say," he objected. "I have written but the one book, and I have never been able to find a publisher for it." "But you are not going to give up?" "No; I am going to rewrite the book and try again--and yet again, if needful. It is my message to mankind, and I mean to deliver it." "Bravo!" she applauded, clapping her hands in a little burst of enthusiasm which, if it were not real, was at least an excellent simulation. "It is only the weak ones who say, 'I hope.' For the truly strong hearts there is only the one battle-cry, 'I will!' When you get blue and discouraged you must come to me and let me cheer you. Cheering people is _my_ mission, if I have any." Griswold's pale face flushed and the blood sang liltingly in his veins. He wondered if she had been tempted to read the manuscript of the book while he was fighting his way back to consciousness and life. If they had been alone together, he would have asked her. The bare possibility set all the springs of the author's vanity upbubbling within him. There and then he promised himself that she should hear the rewriting of the book, chapter by chapter. But what he said was out of a deeper, and worthier, underthought. "You have many missions, Miss Margery: some of them you choose, and some are chosen for you." "No," she denied; "nobody has ever chosen for me." "That may be true, without making me a false prophet. Sometimes when we think we are choosing for ourselves, chance chooses for us; oftener than not, I believe." She turned on him quickly, and for a single swiftly passing instant the velvety eyes were deep wells of soberness with an indefinable underdepth of sorrow in them. Griswold had a sudden conviction that for the first time in his knowing of her he was looking into the soul of the real Margery Grierson. "What you call 'chance' may possibly have a bigger and better name," she said, gravely. "Had you ever thought of that?" "Give it any name you please, so long as you admit that it is something beyond our control," he conceded. As had happened more than once before, she seemed to be able to read his inmost thought. "You are thinking of the chain of incidents that brought you here? It is only the details that have 'happened.' You meant to come to Wahaska; you were carrying out a definite purpose of your own that night in St.
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