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ather. I found Mr. Goodloe with him and father's calm under his anxious suffering gave me a thrill at the thought of the regained strength it implied. The parson's face was grave, but full of a white light from the fire burning back under the dull gold brows. His warm hands took my cold ones in them and pressed them palm to palm in the attitude of prayer and very tenderly, from his soul to mine, he said: "'The Lord is good, for his mercy endureth forever.'" "Forever?" I asked him, looking up with the child's faith that had been born in my heart shining in the confidence in my eyes. "Forever," he answered me with quiet authority. "Yes," said father solemnly, as if himself reassured after doubts. Then, after a second's pause: "Daughter, Nickols is conscious and is asking for you. Will you go to him?" I took my hands out of those which had given to mine the strength of prayer and went. CHAPTER XIX THE SPARK AND THE BLAZE I found Nickols lying in his own dim and high bedroom, perfectly motionless under the white sheet, as he had been for two days, the only difference that now his great dark eyes burned into mine and on his mouth there rested a faint trace of the old mocking smile. I sat down close beside his pillow on a low chair which the nurse placed for me as she gave me a warning look and left us alone. "This is your wedding day, Charlotte, and the license is over on the desk to destroy," he said, with the mocking light in his eyes flaring up into greater strength. "I suppose you are duly grateful for the merciful escape accorded you." "Please don't, dear," I said, and I reached out and took his burning hand in mine. "You never really cared, Charlotte. You cold women make havoc in a man's life. I've no excuses to make, but I wish I could hear you say that you forgive me. I'd go out more contentedly." And the light that sprang up into his face showed me just what a hold I had on his loyalty and the thing a man calls his honor. And it came to me on the wings of a quick, silent prayer, prayed in a heart unlearned in the forms of petitions, that I must make a fight to give him the peace of his heritage of immortality before he entered it. "I do forgive you, Nick dear, as I hope to be forgiven by the Master for the wrongs I have done others--the wrong of accepting your life--in coldness," I answered, looking him steadily in the eye as I made my simple declaration of my new-found faith to h
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