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at once. That for which they pleaded, that for which they hoped, was for another infant, a child of pardon, the only sign which would assure them that at last they themselves had been forgiven. But all was in vain. The cold, hard mother was deaf to all their entreaties, and left them under the inexorable punishment of the death of their firstborn, whom she had taken and carried away, and whom she refused to restore to them. "I prayed there for a long time," repeated Hubertine. "I listened eagerly to know if there would not be some slight movement." Hubert questioned her with an anxious look. "But there was nothing--no! no sound came up to me from the earth, and within me there was no feeling of relief. Ah! yes, it is useless to hope any longer. It is too late. We brought about our own unhappiness." Then, trembling, he asked: "Do you accuse me of it?" "Yes, you are to blame, and I also did wrong in following you. We disobeyed in the beginning, and all our life has been spoiled in consequence of that one false step." "But are you not happy?" "No, I am not happy. A woman who has no child can never be happy. To love merely is not enough. That love must be crowned and blest." He had fallen into a chair, faint and overcome, as tears came to his eyes. Never before had she reproached him for the ever-open wound which marred their lives, and she who always after having grieved him by an involuntary allusion to the past had quickly recovered herself and consoled him, this time let him suffer, looking at him as she stood near, but making no sign, taking no step towards him. He wept bitterly, exclaiming in the midst of his tears: "Ah! the dear child upstairs--it is she you condemn. You are not willing that Felicien should marry her, as I married you, and that she should suffer as you have done." She answered simply by a look: a clear, affectionate glance, in which he read the strength and simplicity of her heart. "But you said yourself, my dear, that our sweet daughter would die of grief if matters were not changed. Do you, then, wish for her death?" "Yes. Her death now would be preferable to an unhappy life." He left his seat, and clasped her in his arms as they both sobbed bitterly. For some minutes they embraced each other. Then he conquered himself, and she in her turn was obliged to lean upon his shoulder, that he might comfort her and renew her courage. They were indeed distressed, but were firm
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