de his
decision. He wanted her to see and know the firm purpose within his
heart.
Her eyes followed him with a look of dumb anguish. If she had spoken in
reproaches he would have fought and withstood her. Her silence was more
than he could bear.
On the sixth day of his resolution he saw that she had been crying. She
smiled and tried to hide it, but he knew. He would go for a walk to the
Heights and cheer her up a bit. It wasn't necessary to be brutal.
Her brown eyes began to smile again. They walked over the Heights and
down a steep pathway among the rocks to the river's edge and sat down on
a boulder worn smooth by the waters of the spring floods.
The ripple of the current made soft music. They were silent for a long
time and then she turned toward him a tender, questioning gaze. In spite
of her effort to be strong a tear stole down the firm young cheek.
"What have I done to make you angry?"
"Nothing," he answered in a whisper.
"What's the matter, then?"
He took her hand and held it in a cruel grip before he spoke. His words
came at last in passionate pleading.
"Oh, dear little girl, can't you see how I've been fighting this thing
for months--how I've tried to keep away from you and couldn't?"
"Why?"
She breathed the question leaning so close that her lips framed a kiss.
"I can't tell you," he said.
"But you must! You must!" she pleaded.
Tears were in his eyes now. He looked away.
"A gulf separates us, child."
"How can it?" she whispered tenderly.
"It's just there!"
"Can't you cross it?"
"No."
She drew her slender body erect with an effort. She tried to speak twice
before she succeeded.
"You--are--married--then?"
"Oh--no--no--not that--no!"
She bent close again, a sweet smile breaking through her tears.
"Then you can tell me what it is."
"I couldn't tell it, even to my wife."
Her brow contracted in a puzzled look.
"It's nothing low or dishonorable?"
"No. And it belongs to the big things of life-and death."
"And I cannot know this secret?"
"You cannot know. I have taken an oath."
"And it separates us?"
"Yes."
"But why--if--you--love--me--and I love--you--"
She paused and blushed scarlet. She had told a man her love before he
had spoken. But he _had_ spoken! His voice, his tears, his tones had
told her.
He looked at her a moment, trembling. He spoke one word at a time as if
he had no breath to finish the sentence.
"It's--sweet--to--hea
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