FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91  
92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   >>   >|  
use. I was just crazy to help all the scientists,--once!--but they argued and quarrelled so much as to which 'society' deserved most money that I dropped the whole offer, and started 'scientising' myself. There is one man I tried to lift out of his brain-bog,--but he would have none of me, and he is still in his bog!" "Oh! There is one man!" said Aloysius, with a smile. "Yes, good father!" And Morgana left the passion-flowers and moved slowly back to her seat on the stone-bench--"There is one man! He was my third and last experience of happiness. When I first met him, my whole heart gave itself in one big pulsation--but like a wave of the sea, the pulsation recoiled, and never again beat on the grim rock of human egoism!" She laughed gaily, and a delicate colour flushed her face. "But I was happy while the 'wave' lasted,--and when it broke, I still played on the shore with its pretty foam-bells." "You loved this man?" and the priest's grave eyes dwelt on her searchingly. "I suppose so--for the moment! Yet no,--it was not love--it was just an 'attraction'--he was--he IS--clever, and thinks he can change the face of the world. But he is fooling with fire! I tell you I tried to help him--for he is deadly poor. But he would have none of me nor of what he calls my 'vulgar wealth.' This is a case in point where wealth is useless! You see?" Don Aloysius was silent. "Then"--Morgana went on--"Alison is right. The witchery of the Northern Highlands is in my blood,--never a love for me--alone I am--alone I must be!--never a love for a 'fey' woman!" Over the priest's face there passed a quiver as of sudden pain. "You wrong yourself, my child"--he said, slowly--"You wrong yourself very greatly! You have a power of which you appear to be unconscious--a great, a terrible power!--you compel interest--you attract the love of others even if you yourself love no one--you draw the very soul out of a man--" He paused, abruptly. Morgana raised her eyes,--the blue lightning gleam flashed in their depths. "Ah, yes!" she half whispered--"I know I have THAT power!" Don Aloysius rose to his feet. "Then,--if you know it,--in God's name do not exercise it!" he said. His voice shook--and with his right hand he gripped the crucifix he wore as though it were a weapon of self-defence. Morgana looked at him wonderingly for a moment,--then drooped her head with a strange little air of sudden penitence. Aloysius drew a qui
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91  
92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Aloysius

 

Morgana

 
pulsation
 

slowly

 

moment

 

sudden

 

priest

 

wealth

 

compel

 
quiver

passed

 
greatly
 
unconscious
 
terrible
 
silent
 

useless

 

Alison

 

interest

 

witchery

 

Northern


Highlands

 

raised

 

weapon

 

crucifix

 

gripped

 

defence

 

looked

 

penitence

 
strange
 

wonderingly


drooped

 

exercise

 

vulgar

 

lightning

 
flashed
 
abruptly
 

paused

 
depths
 
whispered
 

attract


happiness
 
experience
 

quarrelled

 

argued

 

recoiled

 

dropped

 

scientising

 

started

 

deserved

 

passion