FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127  
128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   >>   >|  
nd," said Bessie. "We couldn't wear her clothes, but she can wear ours. Why is it?" "It's quite simple. We have been handicapped from the start because we have been forced to compete with them on their own ground. They are perfectly natural; they have nothing and aspire to nothing, while we are wholly artificial--have everything and aspire to more." "Why, to hear you, one would think that Jack was talking!" exclaimed Bessie in genuine surprise. "Oh! I don't pretend to agree with his views, but as regards us, he's about right. I was never able to see ourselves as some others see us until we came here. And I have come to the conclusion that our views of life are about as distorted as the cracked reflection of myself in the mirror yonder. We have unconsciously lived a life antagonistic to nature and consequently find ourselves ridiculous in our simplest endeavors to be natural. Of course," she added, "they would appear the same if things were reversed and we had them on our ground. "With us," she went on, "marriage is more a game of intrigue than love; here it is purely one of sentiment. Aside from my intrinsic value, what weapon have I to employ against this Indian woman? The things which count for so much with us, fall flat here. "Why, I'm not even in a position to make Jack jealous! If I were at home, I would have a dozen men at my feet and as many more as I wished to play off against him, not to mention the thousand opportunities for neglect. In fact, all the weapons which we women are so fond of employing against men. Whereas, here I am at the feet of my Lord Jack--his indifference is insufferable! Oh! I'll pay him back for this!" she cried, pale with anger. "Men are brutes--all of them!" remarked Bessie laconically, rising to a sitting posture on the sofa. "I hate him--hate him!" continued Blanch in a fresh paroxysm of passion. "To think that he of all men should have been the one chosen to show me myself--the only one of us who was strong enough to break away! Why was I not able to hold him? Why am I not able to come to him now? There is something wrong somewhere. We seem to have lost our grip on things. I can't understand it!" Just then the old, gilt French clock on the white marble mantelpiece slowly chimed the hour of five. The sound of the clock caused Blanch to pause. "Five o'clock," she said, calming herself. "Don Felipe will be waiting for us in the garden." "That's so," answered Bessie, risi
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127  
128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Bessie

 

things

 
Blanch
 

ground

 

aspire

 
natural
 

brutes

 
remarked
 
laconically
 

posture


sitting
 

rising

 

weapons

 

waiting

 

thousand

 

mention

 

answered

 

neglect

 

opportunities

 
employing

Whereas
 

insufferable

 

wished

 
garden
 
indifference
 

French

 

understand

 
calming
 

mantelpiece

 

slowly


chimed
 

marble

 

caused

 
chosen
 

paroxysm

 

passion

 

strong

 

Felipe

 

continued

 
intrigue

pretend

 
talking
 

exclaimed

 
genuine
 
surprise
 

cracked

 
reflection
 

mirror

 

yonder

 
distorted