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pariah of the prairies, as friendless and alone as a leper. Then I thought of my children. And that cleared my head, like a wind sweeping clean a smoky room. "But a case has to be made out," I began. "It would have to be proved that I----" "There will be no difficulty on that point, Mrs. McKail," went on the other woman as I came to a stop. "Provided the suit is not opposed." The significance of that quietly uttered phrase did not escape me. Our glances met and locked. "There are the children," I reminded her. And she looked a very commercialized young lady as she sat confronting me across her many columns of figures. "There should be no difficulty there--_provided_ the suit is not opposed," she repeated with the air of a physician confronted by a hypochondriacal patient. "The children are mine," I rather foolishly proclaimed, with my first touch of passion. "The children are yours," she admitted. And about her hung an air of authority, of cool reserve, which I couldn't help resenting. "That is very generous of you," I admitted, not without ironic intent. She smiled rather sadly as she sat looking at me. "It's something that doesn't rest with either of us," she said with the suspicion of a quaver in her voice. And _she_, I suddenly remembered, might some day sit eating her pot of honey on a grave. I realized, too, that very little was to be gained by prolonging that strangest of interviews. I wanted quietude in which to think things over. I wanted to go back to my cell like a prisoner and brood over my sentence.... And I have thought things over. I at last see the light. From this day forward there shall be no vacillating. I am going back to Casa Grande. I have always hated this house; I have always hated everything about the place, without having the courage to admit it. I have done my part, I have made my effort, and it was a wasted effort. I wasn't even given a chance. And now I shall gather my things together and go back to my home, to the only home that remains to me. I shall still have my kiddies. I shall have my Poppsy and--But sharp as an arrow-head the memory of my lost boy strikes into my heart. My Dinkie is gone. I no longer have him to make what is left of my life endurable.... It is raining to-night, I notice, steadily and dismally. It is a dark night, outside, for lost children.... Duncan has just come home, wet and muddy, and gone up to his room. The gray-faced solemnity
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