"Then Poppsy," he admitted.

"And who next?" I persisted.

"Whinnie!" exclaimed my son.

But I had to shake my head at that.

"Aren't you forgetting somebody very important?" I hinted.

"Who?" he asked, deepening just a trifle in color.

"How about daddy?" I asked. "Isn't it about time for him there?"

"Yes, daddy," he dutifully repeated. But his face cleared, and my own
heart clouded, as he went through the empty rite.

Dinkie was studying that clouded face of mine, by this time, and I
began to feel embarrassed. But I was determined to see the thing
through. It was hard, though, for me to say what I wanted to.

"Isn't there somebody, somebody else you are especially fond of?" I
inquired, as artlessly as I could. And it hurt like cold steel to
think that I had to fence with my own boy in such a fashion.

Dinkie looked at me and then he looked out of the window.

"I think I like Susie," he finally admitted.

"But in your own life, Dinkie, in your work and your play, in your
school, isn't--isn't there _somebody_?" I found the courage to ask.

Dinkie's face grew thoughtful. For just a moment, I thought I caught a
touch of the Holbein Astronomer in it.

"There's lots of boys and girls I like," he noncommittally asserted.
And I began to see that it was hopeless. My boy had reservations from
his own mother, reservations which I would be compelled to respect. He
was no longer entirely and unequivocally mine. There was a wild-bird
part of him which had escaped, which I could never recapture and cage
again. The thing that his father had foretold was really coming about.
My laddie would some day grow out of my reach. I would lose him. And
my happiness, which had been trying its wings for the last few days,
came down out of the sky like a shot duck. All day long, for Susie's
sake, I've tried to be light-hearted. But my efforts make me think of
a poor old worn-out movie-hall piano doing its pathetic level best to
be magnificently blithe. It's a meaningless clatter in a meaningless
world.

_Thursday the Eleventh_

It ought to be winter, according to the almanac, but our wonderful
Indian Summer weather continues. Susie and I have been "blue-doming"
to-day. We converted ourselves into a mounted escort for Gershom and
the kiddies as far as the schoolhouse, and then rode on to Dead Horse
Lake, in the hope of getting a few duck. But the weather was too fine,
though I managed to bring down a couple of mallard, a