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they came quickly and directly; we were advised of their start, and two days of uncomfortable excitement brought us to the hour of their arrival. For once in her life Princess Heinrich betrayed signs of disturbance; to my wonder I detected an undisguised look of appeal in her eyes as she watched me at my luncheon which I took with her on the fateful day. I understood that she was imploring me to treat the occasion properly, and that its importance had driven her from her wonted reserve. I endeavoured to reassure her by a light and cheerful demeanour, but my effort was not successful enough to prevent her from saying a few words to me after the meal. I assured her that Elsa should receive from me the most delicate respect. "I'm not afraid of your being too precipitate," she said. "It's not that." "No, I shall not be too precipitate," I agreed. "But remember that--that she's quite a girl, and"--my mother broke off, looked at me for a moment, and then looked away--"she'll like you if you make her think you like her," she went on in a moment. I seemed suddenly to see the true woman and to hear the true opinion. The crisis then was great; my mother had dropped the veil and thrown aside her finished art. "I hope to like her very much," said I. Princess Heinrich was a resolute woman; the path on which she set her foot she trod to the end. "I know what you've persuaded yourself you feel about it," she said bluntly and rather scornfully. "Well, don't let her see that." "She would refuse me?" "No. She'd marry you and hate you for it. Above all, don't laugh at her." I sat silently looking at Princess Heinrich. "You're so strange," she said. "I don't know what's made you so. Have you no feelings?" "Do you think that?" I asked, smiling. "Yes, I do," she answered defiantly. "You were the same even as a boy. It was no use appealing to your affections." I had outgrown my taste for wrangles. But I certainly did not recollect that either Krak or my mother had been in the habit of appealing to my affections; Krak's appeals, at least, had been addressed elsewhere. Yet my mother spoke in absolute sincerity. "It's only just at first that it matters," she went on in a calmer tone. "Afterward she won't mind. You'll learn not to expect too much from one another." "I assure you that lesson is already laid to my heart," said I, rising. My mother ended the interview and resumed her mask. She called Victoria
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