FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   315   316   317   318   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339  
340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   >>   >|  
not true. We fancy, in our hours of indolence, that we must wait for inspiration; but once force ourselves to work, and ideas spring forth at the wave of the pen. You may believe me here, I speak from experience: I, compelled to work, and in modes not to my taste--I do my task I know not how. I rub the lamp, 'the genius comes.'" "I have read in some English author that motive power is necessary to continued labour: you have motive power, I have none." "I do not quite understand you." "I mean that a strong ruling motive is required to persist in any regular course of action that needs effort: the motive with the majority of men is the need of subsistence; with a large number (as in trades or professions), not actually want, but a desire of gain, and perhaps of distinction, in their calling: the desire of professional distinction expands into the longings for more comprehensive fame, more exalted honours, with the few who become great writers, soldiers, statesmen, orators." "And do you mean to say you have no such motive?" "None in the sting of want, none in the desire of gain." "But fame?" "Alas! I thought so once. I know not now--I begin to doubt if fame should be sought by women." This was said very dejectedly. "Tut, dearest Signorina! what gadfly has stung you? Your doubt is a weakness unworthy of your intellect; and even were it not, genius is destiny and will be obeyed: you must write, despite yourself--and your writing must bring fame, whether you wish it or not." Isaura was silent, her head drooped on her breast--there were tears in her downcast eyes. Rameau took her hand, which she yielded to him passively, and clasping it in both his own, he rushed on impulsively-- "Oh, I know what these misgivings are when we feel ourselves solitary, unloved: how often have they been mine! But how different would labour be if shared and sympathised with by a congenial mind, by a heart that beats in unison with one's own!" Isaura's breast heaved beneath her robe, she sighed softly. "And then how sweet the fame of which the one we love is proud! how trifling becomes the pang of some malignant depreciation, which a word from the beloved one can soothe! O Signorina! O Isaura! are we not made for each other? Kindred pursuits, hopes, and fears in common; the same race to run, the same goal to win! I need a motive stronger than I have yet known for the persevering energy that insures success: supply to me
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   315   316   317   318   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339  
340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

motive

 
Isaura
 
desire
 

distinction

 
labour
 
Signorina
 

breast

 

genius

 

Rameau

 

obeyed


downcast

 

common

 
supply
 

clasping

 
passively
 

yielded

 

pursuits

 
success
 

writing

 

silent


insures

 

energy

 

persevering

 

rushed

 

Kindred

 
drooped
 

depreciation

 

heaved

 
beneath
 

destiny


unison

 

sighed

 

softly

 

trifling

 
stronger
 

malignant

 

congenial

 

sympathised

 

solitary

 
unloved

soothe
 
misgivings
 

shared

 

beloved

 

impulsively

 

continued

 

understand

 

strong

 
author
 

English