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wise and friendly counsel. She remembered how, as she read, she had been filled with a yearning desire to rise to the ideal her unknown counsellor had set before her, and filled too with a longing that Fate might send it in her way, to be something to him, to return in some measure the spiritual aid and comfort which she had received at his hands. "Well," she told herself gloomily, "the opportunity had come, and this was how she had used it--not only by denying his petition,--that, of course, was inevitable, feeling as she did,--but by accusing him of selfishness, by insisting that he should accept her terms of friendship. _Friendship_, bah!--how stale and flat it sounded! Could she not have devised some newer way of wounding an honorable man who had offered her his heart?" It seemed to her excited consciousness that she must appear to him a vain and empty coquette, eager to retain a homage for which she intended no return. When once he awoke to that view, his love would die out, for he was not a man to continue devotion where he had lost respect; and so it was all over, or as good as over, between her and him. The cab lurched sharply across the tracks at Twenty-Third Street, jostling Winifred's flowers and fan out of her lap. The maid stooped to pick them up. As she returned them she caught a glimpse of the set look in the face of her mistress. "Are you feelin' bad?" she asked. "No, no, I am quite well, Maria, only a little tired--are we near home?" "Yes'm, we've passed Gramercy Park, and there's the steeples of St. George's that you see from your windows." "Yes, yes, I see. Here we are close at home. You may go to bed, Maria, after you have lighted the lamp in my room. I shall not need you to-night." "Well, well," thought the maid, "something's the matter sure. I never knew no one more fussy about the unhooking of her gown. She can't do much herself, but she does know how things ought to be done, and that's what I calls a real lady." "Winifred, my dear, is that you?" Professor Anstice called, as the rustle of his daughter's dress caught his ear on the stair. "Oh, Papa, are you awake still?" "_Still!_ Why it is not so very late!" said her father, as Winifred entered the study and threw herself into the deep upholstered chair beside the fire, which was just graying into ashes in the grate. Her father was sitting in his cane-seated study-chair with a conglomeration of volumes piled about the
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