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ords, which left him dazed. "You are very good to me," he answered, too thoughtful of others' feelings, as always, to blurt out--as most people would--"I don't understand. Who are you, please?" Instead, his sightless but beautiful eyes seemed to search the room, and he said, "Molly, you're here, aren't you?" Now perhaps you begin to understand why his coming, and Mrs. Beckett's greeting of him, stopped me from telling the truth--if I would have told it. I'm not sure if I would, in any case, Padre; but as it was I _could_ not. The question seemed settled. To have told the Becketts that I was an adventuress--a repentant adventuress--and let them go out of my life without Brian ever knowing they'd come into it was one thing. To explain, to accuse myself before Brian, to make him despise the only person he had to depend on, and so to spoil the world for him, was another thing. I accepted the fate I'd summoned like the genie of a lamp. "Yes, Brian, I'm here," I answered. And I went to him, and took possession of the hand Mrs. Beckett had left free. "I never told you about my romance. It was so short. And--and one doesn't put the most sacred things in letters. I loved a man, and he loved me. We met in France before the war, and lost each other. "Afterward he came back to fight. A few days ago he fell--just at the time when his parents had hurried over from America to see him. I--I couldn't resist writing them a letter, though they were strangers to me. I----" "That's not a word I like to hear on your lips--'strangers'," Mr. Beckett broke in, "even though you're speaking of the past. We're all one family now. You don't mind my saying that, Brian, or taking it for granted you'll consent--or calling you Brian, do you?" "Mind!" echoed Brian, with his sweet, young smile. "How could I mind? It's like something in a story. It's a sad story--because the hero's gone out of it--no, he _hasn't_ gone, really! It only seems so, before you stop to think. I've learned enough about death to learn that. And I can tell by both your voices you'll be friends worth having." "Oh, you _are_ a dear boy!" exclaimed Mrs. Beckett. "God is good to give you and your sister to us in our dark hour. I feel as if Jimmy were here with us. I do believe he is! I know he'd like me to tell you what he did with your picture, and what we've done with it since, his father and I." Brian must have felt that it would be good for us all to talk of the
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