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within her memory that death had approached her sheltered life, and she was shocked and frightened, as a child is frightened by the terrors of the dark. Very late that night she crept into bed, dismissing her _ayah_, and lay there shivering and forlorn, thinking, thinking, of the cruel faces and flashing knives that Phil had awaked to see. She dozed at last in her misery, only to wake again with a shriek of nightmare terror, and start up sobbing hysterically. "Why, Audrey!" a quiet voice said, and she woke fully, to find her husband standing by her bed. She turned to him impulsively, hiding her face against him, clinging to him with straining arms. She could not utter a word, for an anguish of weeping overtook her. And he was silent also, bending over her, his hand upon her head. Gradually the paroxysm passed and she grew quieter; but she still clung closely to him, and at length with difficulty she began to speak. "Oh, Eustace, it's all so horrible! I can't help seeing it. I'm sure he's dead, or, if he isn't, it's almost worse. And I was so--unkind to him the last time we were together. I thought he was cross, but I know now he was only miserable; and I never dreamt I was never going to see him again, or I wouldn't have been so--so horrid!" Haltingly, pathetically, the poor little confession was gasped out through quivering sobs and the face of the man who listened was no longer a stony mask; it was alight and tender with a compassion too great for utterance. He bent a little lower over her, pressing her head closer to his heart; and she heard its beating, slow and strong and regular, through all the turmoil of her distress. "Poor child!" he said. "Poor child!" It was all the comfort he had to offer, but it was more to her than any other words he had ever spoken. It voiced a sympathy which till that moment had been wholly lacking--a sympathy that she desired more than anything else on earth. "Don't go away, Eustace!" she begged presently. "It--it's so dreadful all alone." "Try to sleep, dear," he said gently. "Yes, but I dream, I dream," she whispered piteously. He laid her very tenderly back on the pillow, and sat down beside her. "You won't dream while I am here," he said. She clasped his hand closely in both her own and begged him tremulously to kiss her. By the dim light of her night-lamp she could scarcely see his face; but as her lips met his a great peace stole over her. She fel
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