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yet a moment longer, trying to remember mechanically what it was he had determined to tell her. Bah! it was trifling and unimportant; words did not affect the question; all the wrecked convents in the world could not touch the one fact that lay in fire at his heart. He would say nothing; she would understand. In the tiny entrance hall there was a whiff of fragrance where she had passed through; and his heart stirred in answer. Then he opened the door, stepped through and closed it behind him. She was standing upright by the hearth, and faced him as he entered. He was aware of her blue mantle, her white, jewelled head-dress, one hand gripping the mantel-shelf, her pale steady face and bright eyes. Behind there was the warm rich panelling, and the leaping glow of the wood fire. She made no movement. Outside the lane was filled with street noises, the cries of children, the voices of men who went by talking, the rumble of a waggon coming with the crack of whips and jingle of bells from the river. The wheels came up and went past into silence again before either spoke or moved. Then Ralph lifted his hands a little and let them drop, as he stared at her face. From her eyes looked out her will, tense as steel; and his own shook to meet it. "Well?" she said at last; and her voice was perfectly steady. "Beatrice," cried Ralph; and the agony of it tore his heart. She dropped her hand to her side and still looked at him without flinching. "Beatrice," cried Ralph once more. "Then you have no more to say--after last night?" A torrent of thoughts broke loose in his brain, and he tried to snatch one as they fled past--to say one word. His excuses went by him like phantoms; they bewildered and dazed him. Why, there were a thousand things to say, and each was convincing if he could but say it. The cloud passed and there were her eyes watching him still. "Then that is all?" she said. Again the cloud fell on him; little scenes piteously clear rose before him, of the road by Rusper convent, Layton's leering face, a stripped altar; and for each there was a tale if he could but tell it. And still the bright eyes never flinched. It seemed to him as if she was watching him curiously; her lips were parted, and her head was a little on one side; her face interested and impersonal. "Why, Beatrice--" he cried again. Then her love shook her like a storm; he had never dreamed she could look like that; her mout
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