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ing. And I don't approve of housemaiding for my daughter.' 'The nicest girls I know are doing _anything_--scrubbing, washing up, polishing bath-taps, making swabs, covering splints,' said Pamela in a low voice. 'There are two of the Joyce girls at this hospital, just my age. Of course they don't let you do any nursing--for months.' 'Lord Entwhistle may do what he likes with his girls. I propose to do what I think best with mine,' said Mannering as he rose. Then the girl's passion broke out. 'It's _horrible_, father, that you won't do anything for the war, or let me do anything. Oh, I'm _glad_'--she clenched her hands as she stood opposite him, her beautiful head thrown back--'I'm thankful, that you can't stop Desmond!' Mannering looked at her, frowned, turned abruptly, and went away whistling. Pamela was left alone in the September evening. She betook herself to an old grass-grown walk between yew hedges at the bottom of the Dutch garden, and paced it in a tumult of revolt and pain. Not to go to Chetworth again! not to see Beryl, or any of them! How cruel! how monstrously unjust! 'I shan't obey!--why should I? Beryl and I must manage to see each other--of course we shall! Girls aren't the slaves they used to be. If a thing is unjust, we can fight it--we ought to fight it!--somehow. Poor, poor Beryl! Of course Aubrey will stick to her, whatever father does. He would be a cur if he didn't. Desmond and I would never speak to him again!... Beryl'll have Arthur to help her, directly. Oh, I _wish_ I had a brother like Arthur!' Her face softened and quivered as she stood still a moment, sending her ardent look towards the sunset. 'I think I shall ask him to advise me.... I don't suppose he will.... How provoking he used to be! but awfully kind too. He'll think I ought to do what father tells me. How can I! It's wrong--it's abominable! Everybody despises us. And Desmond's dying to be off--to get away from it all--like Aubrey. He hates it so--he almost hates coming home! It's _humiliating_, and it's not our fault!' Such cries and thoughts ran through her as she walked impetuously up and down, in rebellion against her father, unhappy for her girl friend, and smarting under the coercion put upon her patriotism and her conscience. For she had only two months before left a school where the influence of a remarkable head-mistress had been directed towards awakening in a group of elder girls, to which Pamela belon
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