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en--" She paused. "What happened?" Clara asked breathlessly. "I dropped. I dropped like a stone. But--but--the instant I let myself go, something strange happened--a miracle of self-revelation. I knew that I loved Billy, that I could not live in any world where he could not come to me. And the instant that I realized that I loved him, I knew also that I could not die. I tried to spread my wings but they would not open. It was terrific. And that sense of despair, that my wings which had always responded--would not--now--oh, that was hell. How I fought! How I struggled! It was as though iron bands were about me. I strained. I tore. Of course, all this was only a moment. But one thinks a million things in a moment like that--one lives a thousand years. It seemed an eternity. At last my wings opened and spread. They held. I floated until I caught my breath. Then I dropped slowly. I threw myself over the bough of a tree. I lay there." There was an interval of intense silence. "Did you faint?" Peachy asked in an awed voice. "I wept." "You wept, Julia?" Peachy said. "You!" "I had not wept since my childhood. It was strange. It frightened me almost as much as the fall. Oh, how fast the tears came--and in such floods! Something melted and went away from me then. A softness came over me. It was like a spell. I have never been the same creature since. I cry easily now." "Did you tell Billy?" Clara asked. "He saw me," Julia answered. "He saw--." It came from her four listeners as from one woman. "That's what changed him. That's what determined him to help capture us. He said that he was afraid I would try it again. I wouldn't have, though." Nobody spoke for a long time. "Julia! It was Chiquita who broke the silence this time. There is something I, too, have always wanted to ask you. But I have never dared before. What was it tempted you to go into the Clubhouse that day? At first you tried to keep us from going in. You never seemed to care for any of the things they gave us. You threw away the fans and the slippers and the scarfs. And you smashed your mirror." "Billy asked me this same question once," Julia answered. "It was that big diamond--the Wilmington 'Blue.' I caught a glimpse of it through the doorway as it lay all by itself on the table, flashing in the sunlight. I had never before in my life seen any thing that I really wanted. But this was so exquisite, so chiseled, so tiny, so perfect, Th
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