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rmur broken by the sob. But gradually, as he stood unperceived, sob and murmur ceased,--prayer had its customary and blessed effect with the pure and earnest. And when Susan rose, though the tears yet rolled down her cheeks, the face was serene as an angel's. The pastor approached and took her hand; a blush then broke over her countenance,--she trembled, and her eyes fell on the ground. "My child," he said solemnly, "God will hear you!" And after those words there was a long silence. He then drew her passively towards a seat, and sat down by her, embarrassed how to begin. At length he said, looking somewhat aside, "Mr. Mainwaring has made me a request,--a prayer which relates to you, and which I refer to you. He asks you to grant him an interview before you leave us,--to-morrow, if you will. I refused at first,--I am in doubt still; for, my dear, I have always found that when the feelings move us, our duty becomes less clear to the human heart,--corrupt, we know, but still it is often a safer guide than our reason. I never knew reason unerring, except in mathematics; we have no Euclid," and the good man smiled mournfully, "in the problems of real life. I will not urge you one way or the other; I put the case before you: Would it, as the young man says, give you comfort and strength to see him once again while, while--in short, before your sister is--I mean before--that is, would it soothe you now, to have an unreserved communication with him? He implores it. What shall I answer?" "This trial, too!" muttered Susan, almost inaudibly,--"this trial which I once yearned for;" and the hand clasped in Fielden's was as cold as ice. Then, turning her eyes to her guardian somewhat wildly, she cried: "But to what end, what object? Why should he wish to see me?" "To take greater courage to do his duty; to feel less unhappy at--at--" "I will see him," interrupted Susan, firmly,--"he is right; it will strengthen both. I will see him!" "But human nature is weak, my child; if my heart be so now, what will be yours?" "Fear me not," answered Susan, with a sad, wandering smile; and she repeated vacantly: "I will see him!" The good man looked at her, threw his arms round her wasted form, and lifting up his eyes, his lips stirred with such half-syllabled words as fathers breathe on high. CHAPTER VIII. THE DISCOVERY. Dalibard had undertaken to get Lucretia from the house,--in fact, her approaching marriage rendered n
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