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and beauty seemed a precious prize. When I saw her last, she was in company with an ancient Jewess. Heaven grant that this Miriam may prove to be the one!' 'And I have a sister!' gasped Philammon, his eyes bursting with tears. 'We must find her! You will help me?--Now--this moment! There is nothing else to be thought of, spoken of, done, henceforth, till she is found!' 'Ah, my son, my son! Better, better, perhaps, to leave her in the hands of God! What if she were dead? To discover that, would be to discover needless sorrow. And what if--God grant that it be not so! she had only a name to live, and were dead, worse than dead, in sinful pleasure--' 'We would save her, or die trying to save her! Is it not enough for me that she is my sister?' Arsenius shook his head. He little knew the strange new light and warmth which his words had poured in upon the young heart beside him. 'A sister!' What mysterious virtue was there in that simple word, which made Philammon's brain reel and his heart throb madly? A sister! not merely a friend, an equal, a help-mate, given by God Himself, for loving whom none, not even a monk, could blame him.--Not merely something delicate, weak, beautiful--for of course she must be beautiful-whom he might cherish, guide, support, deliver, die for, and find death delicious. Yes--all that, and more than that, lay in the sacred word. For those divided and partial notions had flitted across his mind too rapidly to stir such passion as moved him now; even the hint of her sin and danger had been heard heedlessly, if heard at all. It was the word itself which bore its own message, its own spell to the heart of the fatherless and motherless foundling, as he faced for the first time the deep, everlasting, divine reality of kindred.... A sister! of his own flesh and blood--born of the same father, the same mother--his, his, for ever! How hollow and fleeting seemed all 'spiritual sonships,' 'spiritual daughterhoods,' inventions of the changing fancy, the wayward will of man! Arsenius--Pambo--ay, Hypatia herself--what were they to him now? Here was a real relationship .... A sister! What else was worth caring for upon earth? 'And she was at Athens when Pelagia was'--he cried at last--'perhaps knew her--let us go to Pelagia herself!' 'Heaven forbid!' said Arsenius. 'We must wait at least till Miriam's answer comes.' 'I can show you her house at least in the meanwhile; and you can go in yourself when
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