eeze had sprung up, raising minute particles of
sand which caused the elfland on the horizon to quiver like a mirage.
"It is a dream-city," said I, in admiration.
Carlotta did not reply. I thought she had not heard. We jogged on a
little in silence. At last she drew very close to me.
"Shall we ever get there?" she asked, pointing ahead with the hand that
held the reins.
"To Mogador? Yes, I hope so," I answered with a laugh. I thought she was
tired.
"No, not Mogador. The dream-city--where every one wants to get."
"You have travelled far, my dear," said I, "to hanker now after
dream-cities and the unattainable. I knew a little girl once who would
have asked: 'What is a dream-city?"
"She doesn't ask now because she knows," replied Carlotta. "No. We shall
never get there. It looks as if we were riding straight into it--but
when we get close, it will just be Mogador."
"Aren't you happy, Carlotta?" I asked.
"Are you, Seer Marcous?"
"I? I am a philosopher, my child, and a happy philosopher would be a
_lusus naturae_, a freak, a subject for a Barnum & Bailey Show. If
they caught him they would put him between the hairy man and the living
skeleton."
"I suppose I'm getting to be a philosopher, too," said Carlotta, "and
I hate it! Sometimes I think I hate everything and everybody--save you,
Seer Marcous, darling. It's wicked of me. I must have been born wicked.
But I used to be happy. I never wanted to go to dream-cities. I was just
like a cat. Like Polyphemus. Do you remember Polyphemus?"
"Yes," said I. And then set off my balance by this strange conversation
with Carlotta, I added: "I killed him."
She turned a startled face to me.
"You killed him? Why?"
"He laughed at me because I was unhappy," said I.
"Through me?"
"Yes; through you. But that's neither here nor there. We were not
discussing the death of Polyphemus. We were talking about being
philosophers, and you said that as a philosopher you hated everything
and everybody except me. Why do you exclude me, Carlotta?"
We were riding so near together that my leg rubbed her saddle-girth.
I looked hard at her. She turned away her head and put the pantomime
parasol between us. I heard a little choking sob.
"Let us get off--and sit down a little--I want to cry.
"The end of all feminine philosophy," I said, somewhat brutally. "No.
It's getting late. That's only Mogador in front of us. Let us go to it."
Carlotta shifted her parasol quic
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