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ament, chancellor of the diocese of London, and a master in chancery. Gianone flattens himself out for a couple of pages before this prodigy whom he lovingly calls _Ariuro_, as who should say Raffaelo or Giordano; and now, where in the hearts of men lingers Sir Arthur Duck? For one thing he had a bad name. Our English sense of humour revolts from making a popular hero of a man called Duck. Yet we made one of Drake. But there was something masculine about the latter: in fact, everything. I am afraid it was rather late when I got to Judith. CHAPTER II May 22d. I wonder whether I should be happier now if I had lived in a garret "in the brave days when I was twenty-one," if I had undergone the lessons of misery with the attendant compensations of "_une folle maitresse, de francs amis et l'amour des chansons_," and had joyous-heartedly mounted my six flights of stairs. I lived modestly, it is true; but never for a moment was I doubtful as to my next meal, and I have always enjoyed the creature comforts of the respectable classes; never did Lisette pin her shawl curtain-wise across my window. Sometimes, nowadays, I almost wish she had. I never dreamed of glory, love, pleasure, madness, or spent my lifetime in a moment, like the singer of the immortal song. Often the weary moments seemed a lifetime. And now that I am forty, "it is too late a week." Boon companions, of whom I am thankful to say I have none, would drive me crazy with their intolerable heartiness. I once spent an evening at the Savage Club. As for the _folle maitresse_--as a concomitant of my existence she transcends imagination. "What are you thinking of?" asked Judith. "I was thinking how the _'Dans un grenier qu'on est bien a vingt ans'_ principle would have worked in my own case," I answered truthfully, for the above reflections had been Passing through my mind. Judith laughed. "You in a garret? Why, you haven't got a temperament!" I suppose I haven't. It never occurred to me before. Beranger omitted that from his list of attendant compensations. "That's the difference between us," she added, after a pause. "I have a temperament and you haven't." "I hope you find it a great comfort." "It is ten times more uncomfortable than a conscience. It is the bane of one's existence." "Why be so proud of having it?" "You wouldn't understand if I told you," said Judith. I rose and walked to the window and gazed meditatively
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