t. Besides, Adrian, he had
not a doubt, would accept him entirely as he seemed, and not pester him
in any way by trying to unlock his heart; whereas a woman, he feared,
would be waxing too womanly, and swelling from tears and supplications
to a scene, of all things abhorred by him the most. So he rapped the
floor with his foot, and gave the lady no very welcome face when he said
it was well with him.
She sat down by his side, still holding one hand firmly, and softly
detaining the other.
"Oh, my friend! may I believe you? May I speak to you?" She leaned close
to him. "You know my heart. I have no better ambition than to be your
friend. Surely I divide your grief, and may I not claim your confidence?
Who has wept more over your great and dreadful sorrows? I would not have
come to you, but I do believe that sorrow shared relieves the burden,
and it is now that you may feel a woman's aid, and something of what a
woman could be to you...."
"Be assured," he gravely said, "I thank you, Emmeline, for your
intentions."
"No, no! not for my intentions! And do not thank me. Think of
him...think of your dear boy... Our Richard, as we have called him.--Oh!
do not think it a foolish superstition of mine, but I have had a thought
this night that has kept me in torment till I rose to speak to you...
Tell me first you have forgiven him."
"A father bears no malice to his son, Emmeline."
"Your heart has forgiven him?"
"My heart has taken what he gave."
"And quite forgiven him?"
"You will hear no complaints of mine."
The lady paused despondingly, and looked at him in a wistful manner,
saying with a sigh, "Yes! I know how noble you are, and different from
others!"
He drew one of his hands from her relaxed hold.
"You ought to be in bed, Emmeline."
"I cannot sleep."
"Go, and talk to me another time."
"No, it must be now. You have helped me when I struggled to rise into a
clearer world, and I think, humble as I am, I can help you now. I have
had a thought this night that if you do not pray for him and bless
him...it will end miserably. My friend, have you done so?"
He was stung and offended, and could hardly help showing it in spite of
his mask.
"Have you done so, Austin?"
"This is assuredly a new way of committing fathers to the follies of
their sons, Emmeline!"
"No, not that. But will you pray for your boy, and bless him, before the
day comes?"
He restrained himself to pronounce his words calm
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