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'Oh, that word Duty!' Pained unutterably, Widdowson bent forward and took her hand. He spoke in a tone of the gravest but softest rebuke. She was giving entertainment to thoughts that would lead her who knew whither, that would undermine her happiness, would end by making both of them miserable. He besought her to put all such monstrous speculations out of her mind. 'Dear, good little wife! Do be guided by your husband. He is older than you, darling, and has seen so much more of the world.' 'I haven't said anything dreadful, dear. My thoughts don't come from other people; they rise naturally in my own head.' 'Now, what do you really want? You say you can't live as we were doing. What change would you make?' 'I should like to make more friends, and to see them often. I want to hear people talk, and know what is going on round about me. And to read a different kind of books; books that would really amuse me, and give me something I could think about with pleasure. Life will be a burden to me before long if I don't have more freedom.' 'Freedom?' 'Yes, I don't think there's any harm in saying that.' 'Freedom?' He glared at her. 'I shall begin to think that you wish you had never married me.' 'I should only wish that if I were made to feel that you shut me up in a house and couldn't trust me to go where I chose. Suppose the thought took you that you would go and walk about the City some afternoon, and you wished to go alone, just to be more at ease, should I have a right to forbid you, or grumble at you? And yet you are very dissatisfied if I wish to go anywhere alone.' 'But here's the old confusion. I am a man; you are a woman.' 'I can't see that that makes any difference. A woman ought to go about just as freely as a man. I don't think it's just. When I have done my work at home I think I ought to be every bit as free as you are--every bit as free. And I'm sure, Edmund, that love needs freedom if it is to remain love in truth.' He looked at her keenly. 'That's a dreadful thing for you to say. So, if I disapprove of your becoming the kind of woman that acknowledges no law, you will cease to love me?' 'What law do you mean?' 'Why, the natural law that points out a woman's place, and'--he added, with shaken voice--'commands her to follow her husband's guidance.' 'Now you are angry. We mustn't talk about it any more just now.' She rose and poured out a glass of water. Her hand trembled a
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