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l! His success had not lessened my love. Though then I could have no hope,--though you were utterly removed from me,--all that could not change me. There it was,--as though my arm or my leg had been taken from me. It was bad to live without an arm or leg, but there was no help. I went on with my life and tried not to look like a whipped cur;--though John from time to time would tell me that I failed. But now;--now that it has again all changed,--what would you have me do now? It may be that after all my limb may be restored to me, that I may be again as other men are, whole, and sound, and happy;--so happy! When it may possibly be within my reach am I not to look for my happiness?" He paused, but she wept on without speaking a word. "There are those who will say that I should wait till all these signs of woe have been laid aside. But why should I wait? There has come a great blot upon your life, and is it not well that it should be covered as quickly as possible?" "It can never be covered." "You mean that it can never be forgotten. No doubt there are passages in our life which we cannot forget, though we bury them in the deepest silence. All this can never be driven out of your memory,--nor from mine. But it need not therefore blacken all our lives. In such a condition we should not be ruled by what the world thinks." "Not at all. I care nothing for what the world thinks. I am below all that. It is what I think: I myself,--of myself." "Will you think of no one else? Are any of your thoughts for me,--or for your father?" "Oh, yes;--for my father." "I need hardly tell you what he wishes. You must know how you can best give him back the comfort he has lost." "But, Arthur, even for him I cannot do everything." "There is one question to be asked," he said, rising from her feet and standing before her;--"but one; and what you do should depend entirely on the answer which you may be able truly to make to that." This he said so solemnly that he startled her. "What question, Arthur?" "Do you love me?" To this question at the moment she could make no reply. "Of course I know that you did not love me when you married him." "Love is not all of one kind." "You know what love I mean. You did not love me then. You could not have loved me,--though, perhaps, I thought I had deserved your love. But love will change, and memory will sometimes bring back old fancies when the world has been stern and hard. Whe
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