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o me. "Make one journey with me, as my sister, if you will do no more. Though I warn you that all the time I shall be trying to win my wife. But come with me once, and after that--if you will go, you must. Say yes." Madness! But she hesitated--a hesitation full of hope, and looked at me with intent eyes. "I will tell you frankly," she said at last, "that I know my knowledge of the East and kinship with it goes far beyond mere words. In my case the doors were not shut. I believe--I know that long ago this was my life. If I spoke for ever I could not make you understand how much I know and why. So I shall quite certainly go back to it. Nothing--you least of all, can hold me. But you are my friend--that is a true bond. And if you would wish me to give you two months before I go, I might do that if it would in any way help you. As your friend only--you clearly understand. You would not reproach me afterwards when I left you, as I should most certainly do?" "I swear I would not. I swear I would protect you even from myself. I want you for ever, but if you will only give me two months--come! But have you thought that people will talk. It may injure you. I'm not worth that, God knows. And you will take nothing I could give you in return." She spoke very quietly. "That does not trouble me.--It would only trouble me if you asked what I have not to give. For two months I would travel with you as a friend, if, like a friend, I paid my own expenses-" I would have interrupted, but she brushed that firmly aside. "No, I must do as I say, and I am quite able to or I should not suggest it. I would go on no other terms. It would be hard if because we are man and woman I might not do one act of friendship for you before we part. For though I refuse your offer utterly, I appreciate it, and I would make what little return I can. It would be a sharp pain to me to distress you." Her gentleness and calm, the magnitude of the offer she was making stunned me so that I could scarcely speak. There was such an extraordinary simplicity and generosity in her manner that it appeared to me more enthralling and bewildering than the most finished coquetry I had ever known. She gave me opportunities that the most ardent lover could in his wildest dream desire, and with the remoteness in her eyes and her still voice she deprived them of all hope. It kindled in me a flame that made my throat dry when I tried to speak. "Vanna, is it a prom
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