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than he had ever been with Stephanie. And even if Stephanie appeared impossibly on the spot and he spent the rest of his life as her husband, still he would never forget his dream-life with Sophia. In time he could let himself tell her that. But not now; now the best thing he could do would be to change the subject. "I see," Sophia answered him coldly. "No, you don't. Maybe some day you will." "There's nothing but what you told me. I see." "No ... forget it," he told her wearily. "Of course. It was only a dream anyway. The dream before that I almost killed you out of hatred anyway. Love and hate, I guess they neutralize. We're just a couple of people who have to do a job together, that's all." "For gosh sakes, Sophia! That isn't true. I loved Stephanie. I still would, were Stephanie alive. But she's--she's about as accessible as the Queen of Sheba." "So? There's an American expression--you're carrying a torch." Probably, Temple realized, it was true. But what did all of that have to do with Sophia? If he and Sophia ... if they ... would it be fair to Sophia? It would be exactly as if a widower remarried, with the memory of his first wife set aside in his heart ... no, different, for he had never wed Stephanie, and always in him would be the desire for what had never been. "Let's talk about it some other time," Temple almost pleaded, wanting the respite for himself as much as for Sophia. "No. We don't have to talk about it ever. I won't be second best, Kit. Let's forget all about it and do our job. I--I'm sorry I brought the whole thing up." Temple felt like an unspeakable heel. And, anyway, the whole thing wasn't resolved in his mind. But they couldn't just let it go at that, not in case something happened when the ships came and one or both of them perished. Awkwardly, for now he felt self-conscious about everything, he got his arms about Sophia, drew her to him, placed his lips to hers. That was as far as he got. She wrenched free, shoved clear of him. "If you try that again, you will have another dislocated jaw." Temple shrugged wearily. If anything were to be resolved between them, it would be later. When the ships came moments afterwards--seven, not the five Arkalion predicted--they were completely unprepared. * * * * * Temple spotted them first on one of the viewing screens, half way between the receiver and the space station itself, silhouetted
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