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never found; but I have mourned her--I have yearned for her all my life." "And do you imagine, even if you should meet her some time in the future, that she would reciprocate this affection which, strangely enough, you manifest at this late day?" "Perhaps not, if you should meet her first and tell her your story," the man returned, with a heavy sigh. "Which I shall assuredly do," said Mrs. Stewart, resolutely; "that is, if, as I said before, I find her alone in the world; that much justification is my due--my child shall know the truth; then she shall be allowed to act according to the dictates of her own heart and judgment, regarding her future relationship toward both of us. I feel sure that she has been most carefully reared--that my old friend Edith would instill only precepts of truth and purity in her mind, and my heart tells me that she would be likely to shrink from one who had wronged her mother as you have wronged me." "I see; you will keep her from me if you can," said Mr. Goddard, with intense bitterness. "I am free to confess that I should prefer you never to meet," said Mrs. Stewart, a look of pain sweeping over her beautiful face; "but Edith is twenty years of age, if she is living; and if, after learning my history, she desires to recognize the relationship between herself and you, I can, of course, but submit to her wish." "It is very evident to me that you will teach her to hate her father," was the sullen retort. "Her father?" the term was repeated with infinite scorn. "Pray in what respect have you shown yourself worthy to be so regarded?--you who even denied her legitimate birth, and turned your back upon her, totally indifferent to whether she starved or not." "How hard you are upon me, Isabel!" "I have told you only facts." "I know--I know; but have some pity for me now, since, at last, I have come to my senses; for in my heart I have an insatiable longing for this daughter who, if she is living, must embody some of the virtues of her mother, who--God help me!--is lost, lost to me forever!" The man's voice died away in a hoarse whisper, while a heart-broken sob burst from his lips. "Go, Gerald," said Mrs. Stewart, in a low, but not unkindly imperative tone; "it is better that this interview should terminate. The past is past--nothing can change it; but the future will be what we make it. Go, and if I ever hear from you again, let me know that your present contrition has
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