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severe yet friendly sermon. I pointed out to him that when he played he was at the mercy of the banker, who might be a rogue but a man of courage too, and so in calling him a cheat he was risking his life. "Am I to let myself be robbed, then?" "Yes, you have a free choice in the matter; nobody will make you play." "I certainly will not pay him that hundred louis." "I advise you to do so, and to do so before you are asked." "You have a knack of persuading one to do what you will, even though one be disposed to take no notice of your advice." "That's because I speak from heart and head at once, and have some experience in these affairs as well." Three quarters of an hour afterwards I went to bed and my mistress came to me before long. We spent a sweeter night than before, for it is often a matter of some difficulty to pluck the first flower; and the price which most men put on this little trifle is founded more on egotism than any feeling of pleasure. Next day, after dining with the family and admiring the roses on my sweetheart's cheeks, I returned to Paris. Three or four days later Tiretta came to tell me that the Dunkirk merchant had arrived, that he was coming to dine at Madame's, and that she requested me to make one of the party. I was prepared for the news, but the blood rushed into my face. Tiretta saw it, and to a certain extent divined my feelings. "You are in love with the niece," said he. "Why do you think so?" "By the mystery you make about her; but love betrays itself even by its silence." "You are a knowing fellow, Tiretta. I will come to dinner, but don't say a word to anybody." My heart was rent in twain. Possibly if the merchant had put off his arrival for a month I should have welcomed it; but to have only just lifted the nectar to my lips, and to see the precious vessel escape from my hands! To this day I can recall my feelings, and the very recollection is not devoid of bitterness. I was in a fearful state of perplexity, as I always was whenever it was necessary for me to resolve, and I felt that I could not do so. If the reader has been placed in the same position he will understand my feelings. I could not make up my mind to consent to her marrying, nor could I resolve to wed her myself and gain certain happiness. I went to Villette and was a little surprised to find Mdlle. de la Meure more elaborately dressed than usual. "Your intended," I said, "would have pronoun
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