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"it is but as he has loved before, more times than one. He would skim the cream of passion, brush the dew from the flower, crush the first sweetness from the myrtle-blooms,--and leave the rest. You child, what do you know of men? It is only the unattainable that is worth striving for. There is much of the brute beast in their passions. Did you mark, the other day, how the dead hound turned a scornful nozzle to the first sweet morsel that I pressed on his acceptance? But afterward, the fear of losing it made him eager to the leaping-point. Just so I shall trick his master--shall let him see thee, _almost_ grasp and taste; then, when the moment of mad longing comes, I'll stab him with the final loss of thee! Only so can I arouse a desire that will outlive a day; for I know men's hearts to the core, thou blue-eyed babe!" "Senora," I cried, stung by her scornful words, "I cannot say I know men's hearts; but I do know the heart of one true gentleman; and I believe, when he had won from me the betrothal kiss, I was not less desirable in his eyes!" "So you believe," she said, and shook her head. "_Bueno_, go on believing--while you can. Woman's faith in man's fealty lives just so long----" and she bent forward from her couch, plucked a fragile blossom from the swaying vines, and cast it under foot. I would have spoken again of my trust in the leal true heart that trusted me; but I saw the trembling of the laces on her bosom, I saw the dark eyes growing more angerful, and a slow crimson rising in the rich cheek. She was always "studying her revenge,"--this beautiful, unhappy woman, "keeping her wounds green which otherwise might heal and do well." As I watched her a great pity overcame me, so that I held my peace. CHAPTER XVII. The 20th of March--a day never to be forgot! I have seen Mr. Rivers. It is the first time since that night--nine months ago. I have seen him and spoken with him in the presence of Melinza, Dona Orosia, and the Governor. Whatever may befall us now, nothing can take away the memory of this last hour. If ever we leave these walls together and taste freedom again, it will have been dearly bought. A maid's truth tarnished, and the brave heart of a most loyal gentleman robbed of its faith! Dear God, what a price to pay! 'Twas noon when Dona Orosia came herself to fetch me. "There is some deviltry afoot," she said. "I cannot fathom it as yet; but, as you hope for freedom for your
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