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it very plain. I am not going to let my husband put through all the danger and get through all the trouble, and then come home for me that I may enjoy all the triumph and all the comfort. If that is his idea of a woman's place, all right, but he must get some other girl to marry him. "Some girls will,"' Helena went on, breaking irreverently into a line of a song from a burlesque, '"but this girl won't!"' 'But you see, Helena,' Sir Rupert said almost peevishly, 'you don't seem to have thought of things. I don't want to be a wet blanket, or a prophet of evil omen, or any of that sort of thing; but there may be accidents, you know, and miscalculations, and failures even, and things may go wrong with this enterprise, no matter how well planned.' 'Yes, I have thought of all that. That is exactly where it is, dear.' 'Where what is, Helena?' 'Dear, where my purpose comes in. If there is going to be a failure, if there is going to be a danger to the man I love--well, I mean to be in it too. If he fails, it will cost his life; if it costs his life, I want it to cost my life too.' 'You might have thought a little of _me_, Helena,' her father said reproachfully. 'You might have remembered that I have no one but you.' Helena burst into tears. 'Oh, my father, I did think of you--I do think of you always; but this crisis is beyond me and above us both. I have thought it out, and I cannot do anything else than what I am prepared to do. I have thought it over night after night, again and again--I have prayed for guidance--and I see no other way! You know,' and a smile began to show itself through her tears, 'long before I knew that he loved me I was always thinking what I ought to do, supposing he _did_ love me! And then, papa dear, if I were to remain at home, and to marry a marquis, or an alderman, or a man from Chicago, I might get diphtheria and die, and who would be the better for _that_--except, perhaps, the marquis, or the alderman, or the man from Chicago?' 'Look here, Sir Rupert,' the Dictator said, 'let me tell you that at first I was not inclined to listen to this pleading of your daughter. I thought she did not understand the sacrifice she was making. But she has conquered me--she has shown me that she is in earnest--and I have caught the inspiration of her spirit and her generous self-sacrifice, and I have not the heart to resist her--I dare not refuse her. She shall come, in God's name!' *
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