heir contents I, of course, was kept in ignorance,--indeed, I was not
certain that Lieutenant Dubois himself knew their purport.
I do not even now like to speak of the thoughts which passed through my
mind about these despatches. I was greatly troubled by them. Sometimes
the idea occurred to me that when no one was in the cabin, I might throw
them out of the stern port, and take the consequences of my act; but
then I should be making an ungrateful return to the young French
officers who had treated me so courteously. I dreaded to commit an act
which might be dishonourable; at the same time, it was evident that by
destroying the despatches I should be benefiting my country. From the
eagerness which the officer who brought the packet had shown to get it
off, I was convinced that it was of great importance, and that perhaps
the fate of some of our islands might depend on its delivery. I was
surprised at Dubois' carelessness at leaving it exposed, though less at
La Touche, who, though a good-natured fellow, was harum-scarum and
thoughtless in the extreme. Perhaps he might have returned me the
compliment.
The wind was light; and there seemed every probability that we should
make a long passage. So much the better, I thought. While we were at
sea I was in good spirits, for I knew that there was a good chance of
the brig being recaptured. Larry kept the crew alive with his fiddle
forward, and even Dan Hoolan looked somewhat less surly than usual; at
the same time Larry kept out of his way, and never trusted himself at
night on deck when I was not there. Whether he was right in his
suspicions or not was uncertain, but at all events Hoolan was a ruffian,
and a traitor to his country.
I treated Larry as, of course, an officer does not usually treat an
ordinary seaman. He was one night walking the deck with me, and we were
talking of Ballinahone and our early days, when he suddenly said,
"Shure, Mr Terence, there's something on your mind. I've thought so
more than once. Just say now what it is."
"You are clever, Larry, to find that out," I answered. "It's your love
for me enables you to do it. It's nothing you would think much about.
I'm troubled with the thoughts that we are carrying despatches to the
French admiral, which, if delivered, may cause some serious injury to
our country. They are kept in the drawer of the cabin table, and I
might at any moment throw them overboard, and defeat the Frenchmen's
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