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face flushed with sudden pain and anger. At the same moment I, who had been a silent and miserable spectator of the scene hitherto, could bear it no longer, and rushed forward to help my old friend. He had clenched his fist and seemed about to return the blow, when, catching sight of me, his face changed suddenly to one of misery and scorn, as letting fall his arm he dropped again on to his seat heedless of the second blow of his cowardly assailant. Was ever misfortune like mine? Not only had I done my friend the worst injury one fellow could do to another, but at the very moment when, at least, he was about to show his comrades that all spirit had not been crushed out of him, I had by my hateful presence baulked him of his purpose, and made him appear before every one a coward! And what a scorn his must be when he would rather submit tamely to a cowardly blow than have me suppose that for a moment anything _I_ could do would be of service to him! However, Mr Merrett's arrival put an end to further altercation for the present, and during the next few hours no one would have guessed what fires were smouldering under the peaceful surface of the Hawk Street counting-house. As the evening approached I became more and more nervous and restless. For, come what would of it, I had determined I _would_ speak to Jack Smith. He seemed to guess my intention, for he delayed leaving the office unusually long, in the hope that I would leave before him. At last, however, when it seemed probable we should be left alone together in the counting-house, he took his hat and hurriedly left the office. I followed him, but so stealthily and nervously that I might have been a highwayman dogging his victim, rather than a friend trying to overtake a friend. Despite all my caution, he soon became aware of my intention. At first with a half-glance back he started to walk rapidly away, but then, seeing that I still followed, he stopped short and waited till I came up with him. Already I was repenting of my determination, and this attitude of his quite disheartened me. Still I could not draw back now--speak to him I must. "Oh, Jack," I cried, as I came up. "It really wasn't my fault--indeed it wasn't. I only--" He put up his hand to stop me and said, his eyes blazing with indignation as he did so, "You've been a liar and a coward!" He may have been right. He was right! But the words were ill-judged and rash. I had
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