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id Nell. "Why yes, very well," said the King. "For Mr Dale is, I'm very sure, a gentleman of spirit and honour, although he seems, if I may say so, just now rather taciturn." "But as matters are, Mr Dale would have no more of me." "It's not for me," said the King, "to quarrel with his resolve, although I'm free to marvel at it." "And asks no more of me than leave to depart." "Do you find it hard, madame, to grant him that much?" She looked in the King's face and laughed in amusement, but whether at him or me or herself I cannot tell. "Why, yes, mighty hard," said she. "It's strange how hard." "By my faith," said the King, "I begin to be glad that Mr Dale asked no more. For if it be hard to grant him this little thing, it might have been easy to grant him more. Come, is it granted to him?" "Let him ask for it again," said she, and leaving the King she came and stood before me, raising her eyes to mine. "Would you leave me, Simon?" she cried. "Yes, I would leave you, madame," said I. "To go whither?" "I don't know." "Yet the question isn't hard," interposed the King. "And the answer is--elsewhere." "Elsewhere!" cried Nell. "But what does that mean, Sir?" "Nay, I don't know her name," said the King. "Nor, may be, does Mr Dale yet. But he'll learn, and so, I hope, shall I, if I can be of service to him." "I'm in no haste to learn it," cried Nell. "Why no," laughed the King. She turned to me again, holding out her hand as though she challenged me to refuse it. "Good-bye, Simon," said she, and she broke into a strange little laugh that seemed devoid of mirth, and to express a railing mockery of herself and what she did. I saw the King watching us with attentive eyes and brows bent in a frown. "Good-bye," said I. Looking into her eyes, I let my gaze dwell long on her; it dwelt longer than I meant, reluctant to take last leave of old friends. Then I kissed her hand and bowed very low to the King, who replied with a good-natured nod; then turning I passed out of the room. I take it that the change from youth to manhood, and again from full manhood to decline, comes upon us gradually, never ceasing but never swift, as mind and body alike are insensibly transformed beneath the assault of multitudinous unperceived forces of matter and of circumstances; it is the result we know; that, not the process, is the reality for us. We awake to find done what our sleepy brains missed in th
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