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quiet on a footstool, thinking. "I fink," she said presently, "I'd better go and tell daddy he isn't naughty, else he'll be dreff'ly unhappy." And she trotted downstairs and up again. "Daddy sends his love, mummy, and he _is_ busy. S'all I take your love to him?" That was how it went on, now Peggy was older. That was how she made her mother's heart ache. Anne was in terror for the time when Peggy would begin to see. For that, and for her own inability to teach her the stupendous difference between right and wrong. But one day Peggy ran to her mother, crying as if her heart would break. "Oh, muvver, muvver, kiss me," she sobbed. "I did kick daddy! Kiss me." She flung her arms round Anne's knees, as if clinging for protection against the pursuing vision of her sin. "Hush, hush, darling," said Anne. "Perhaps daddy didn't mind." But Peggy howled in agony. "Y-y-yes, he did. I hurted him, I hurted him. He minded ever so." "My little one," said Anne, "my little one!" and clung to her and comforted her. She saw that Peggy's little mind recognised no sin except the sin against love; that Peggy's little heart could not conceive that love should refuse to forgive her and kiss her. And Anne did not refuse. Thus her terror grew. If it was to come to Peggy that way, her knowledge of the difference, what was Peggy to think when she grew older? When she began to see? That was how Anne grew soft. Her very body was changing into the beauty of her motherhood. The sweetness of her face, arrested in its hour of blossom, had unfolded and flowered again. Her mouth had lost its sad droop, and for Peggy there came many times laughter, and many times that lifting of the upper lip, the gleam of the white teeth, and the play of the little amber mole that Majendie loved and Anne was ashamed of. She had become for her child that which she had been for her husband in her strange, immortal moments of surrender, a woman warmed and transfigured by a secret fire. Her new beauty remained, like a brooding charm, when the child was not with her. And as the seasons, passing, made her more and more a woman dear and desirable, Majendie's passion for her became almost insane through its frustration. Anne was aware of the insanity without realising its cause. He avoided her touch, and she wondered why. Her voice, heard in another room, drew his heart after her in longing. At the worst moments, to get away from her, he w
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