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t off. I know not what is going on within me, my friend--all these blows are striking me in such rapid succession. It is the lightning! FIVE O'CLOCK P.M. The old priest whom I have often met at the chateau has been sent for in haste. He is a friend of Madame de Malouet, a simple old man, full of charity; I dared not question him. I know not what is going on. I fear to hear, and yet my ear catches eagerly the least noises, the most insignificant sounds; a closing door, a rapid step on the stairs strikes me dumb with terror. And yet--so quick! it seems impossible! * * * * * Paul, my friend--my brother! where are you?--all is over! An hour ago I saw the doctor and the priest coming down. Monsieur de Malouet was following them. "Go up," he told me. "Come, courage, sir. Be a man!" I walked into the cell; Madame de Malouet had remained alone there; she was kneeling by the bedside and beckoned me to approach. I gazed upon her who was about to cease suffering. A few hours had been enough to stamp upon that lovely face all the ravages of death; but life and thought still lingered in her eyes; she recognized me at once. "Monsieur," she began; then, after a pause: "George, I have loved you much. Forgive my having embittered your life with the memory of this sad incident!" I fell on my knees; I tried to speak, I could not; my tears flowed hot and fast upon her hand already cold and inert as a piece of marble. "And you, too, madam," she added; "forgive me the trouble I have given you--the grief I am causing you now." "My child!" said the old lady, "I bless you from the bottom of my heart." Then there was a pause, in the midst of which I suddenly heard a deep and broken breath--ah! that supreme breath, that last sob of a deadly sorrow; God also has heard it, has received it! He has heard it--He hears also my ardent, my weeping prayer. I must believe that He does, my friend. Yes, that I may not yield at this moment to some temptation of despair, I must firmly believe in a God who loves us, who looks with compassionate eyes upon the anguish of our feeble hearts--who will deign some day to tie again with His paternal hand the knots broken by cruel death!--ah! in presence of the lifeless remains of a beloved being, what heart so withered, what brain so blighted by doubt, as not to repel forever the odious thought that these sacred words: God, Justice, Love, Immortality--are but v
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