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learly he saw now--when it was too late! Her life was a broken thing, robbed, stripped and despoiled for all the years to come. Their love had not been love--she had given it its name--"passion, vice, lust, sin, degradation and misery and shame." And then love had come to her, into her life, love as God had meant love to be, and she had learned what love was she had said--only that she might never know its fulness, only that it might bring her added bitterness and added sorrow! Thornton had asked her to marry him that night--and she had refused him--because the past, it must have been as a shuddering, hideous phantom that the past had risen before her, had left her no other thing to do but turn away. It seemed he could see her--see her bury her face in her hands and-- He stopped short in his walk. Was he changed so much as this! Did he care so much that it was her happiness--even with another--that counted most! Yes; it was true--he was changed indeed. And the change had brought him too, it seemed, to learn what love was--too late. He went forward again--a little more slowly; now; a sadness upon him, but, through the sadness, an uplift from that new sense of freedom that was as a balm, soothing him in the most curious way. His had been a rude awakening--mind and body and soul had been torn asunder; but he knew now, as he recalled the hours just past when he had looked on fear, when the gamut of human passion had raged over him, when he had stood staggered and appalled before, yes, before his God, that he had come forth a new man. And how strange had been the ending, how strange and simple, and yet how significant, typifying the broad, clean outlook on life, bringing coherency to his tottering mind, had been those words of Thornton's--"because he loved her." He had reached the end of the wagon track now, and he walked across the lawn, his steps noiseless on the velvet sward, and passed between the maples; and the moon gleam--for the flying clouds, rear-guard of the routed storm, were flung wide apart, dispersed--fell upon a coiled and huddled little figure all in white, that was quite still and motionless upon the rustic seat beside the porch. She did not see him, did not hear him, until he stood before her and called her name. "Helena!" he said unsteadily. "Helena!" She raised her head and looked at him; and then she rose from the bench, and, still holding to it by one hand, drew back a little. There was no
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