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restless, and as I went to his side, opened his eyes with a look of full, startled consciousness. "I'm about played out, old fellow, aint I?" he groaned. I motioned to him to be silent. "No," he went on, in a strained whisper, "it is no use now. I know well enough how I stand. You needn't try to fool me." He lay for a while motionless, while his eyes wandered restlessly about the room. He made an effort to speak, but his words were inaudible. I stooped over him, laying my ear to his mouth. "Can--can you lend me five dollars?" I nodded. "You will find--a pawnbroker's check--in my vest pocket," he continued. "The address is--is--on it. Redeem it. It is a ring. Send it--to--to the Countess von Brehm--with--with--my compliments," he finished with a groan. We spent several hours in silence. About three o'clock the doctor paid a brief visit; and I read in his face that the end was near. The first sunbeams stole through the closed shutters and scattered little quivering fragments of light upon the carpet. A deep stillness reigned about us. As I sat watching the defaced ruin of what had been, to me at least, one of the noblest forms which a human spirit ever inhabited, the past moved in a vivid retrospect before my eye, and many strange reflections thronged upon me. Presently Dannevig called me and I stood again bowing over him. "When you--bury me," he said in a broken whisper. "Carry my--cross of--Dannebrog--on a cushion after me." And again after a moment's pause: "I have--made a--nice mess of it, haven t I? I--I--think it would--have--have been better for--me, if--I had been--somebody else." Within an hour he was dead. Myself and two policemen followed him to the grave; and the cross of Dannebrog, with a much soiled red ribbon, was carried on a velvet cushion after his coffin. MABEL AND I. (A PHILOSOPHICAL FAIRY TALE.) I. "I want to see things as they are," said I to Mabel. "I don't see how else you can see them," answered Mabel, with a laugh. "You certainly don't see them as they are not." "Yes, I do," said I. "I see men and things only as they _seem_. It is so exasperating to think that I can never get beyond the surface of anything. My friends may appear very good and beautiful to me, and yet I may all the while have a suspicion that the appearance is deceitful, that they are really neither good nor beautiful." "In case that was so, I shouldn't want to know it," said Mabel.
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