You used to be so
fond of talking of your hospital. I was such a queer girl then; I
imagined myself such a great pianist. Nowadays all young ladies
play the piano, and I played, too, like everybody else, and there
was nothing special about me. I am just such a pianist as my mother
is an authoress. And of course I didn't understand you then, but
afterwards in Moscow I often thought of you. I thought of no one
but you. What happiness to be a district doctor; to help the
suffering; to be serving the people! What happiness!" Ekaterina
Ivanovna repeated with enthusiasm. "When I thought of you in Moscow,
you seemed to me so ideal, so lofty. . . ."

Startsev thought of the notes he used to take out of his pockets
in the evening with such pleasure, and the glow in his heart was
quenched.

He got up to go into the house. She took his arm.

"You are the best man I've known in my life," she went on. "We will
see each other and talk, won't we? Promise me. I am not a pianist;
I am not in error about myself now, and I will not play before you
or talk of music."

When they had gone into the house, and when Startsev saw in the
lamplight her face, and her sad, grateful, searching eyes fixed
upon him, he felt uneasy and thought again:

"It's a good thing I did not marry her then."

He began taking leave.

"You have no human right to go before supper," said Ivan Petrovitch
as he saw him off. "It's extremely perpendicular on your part. Well,
now, perform!" he added, addressing Pava in the hall.

Pava, no longer a boy, but a young man with moustaches, threw himself
into an attitude, flung up his arm, and said in a tragic voice:

"Unhappy woman, die!"

All this irritated Startsev. Getting into his carriage, and looking
at the dark house and garden which had once been so precious and
so dear, he thought of everything at once--Vera Iosifovna's novels
and Kitten's noisy playing, and Ivan Petrovitch's jokes and Pava's
tragic posturing, and thought if the most talented people in the
town were so futile, what must the town be?

Three days later Pava brought a letter from Ekaterina Ivanovna.

"You don't come and see us--why?" she wrote to him. "I am afraid
that you have changed towards us. I am afraid, and I am terrified
at the very thought of it. Reassure me; come and tell me that
everything is well.

"I must talk to you.--Your E. I."

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He read this letter, thought a moment, and said to Pava: