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isks attached to it." Sara experienced a revulsion of feeling; she had not expected Elisabeth to be of the fearful type of woman. Women of splendid physique and abounding vitality are rarely obsessed by craven apprehensions. "I don't think the risks would count with Tim," she said warmly. "He has any amount of pluck." And then she stared at Elisabeth in amazement. A sudden haggardness had overspread the elder woman's face, the faint shell-pink that usually flushed her cheeks draining away and leaving them milk-white. "Yes," she replied in stifled tones. "I don't suppose Tim's a coward. But"--more lightly--"I think I am. I--don't think I care for the Army as a profession. Tim is my only child," she added self-excusingly. "I can't let him run risks--of any kind." As she spoke, an odd foreboding seized hold of Sara. It was as though the secret dread of _something_--she could not tell what--which held the mother had communicated itself to her. She shivered. Then, the impression fading as quickly as it had come, she spoke defiantly, as if trying to reassure herself. "There aren't many risks in these piping times of peace. Soldiers don't die in battle nowadays; they retire on a pension." "Die in battle! Did you think I was afraid of that?" There was a sudden fierce contempt in Elisabeth's voice. Sara looked at her with astonishment. "Weren't you?" she said hesitatingly. Elisabeth seemed about to make some passionate rejoinder. Then, all at once, she checked herself, and again Sara was conscious of that curiously secretive expression in her eyes, as though she were on guard. "There are many things worse than death," she said evasively, and deliberately turned the conversation into other channels. During the days that followed, Sara became aware of a faintly perceptible difference in her relations with Elisabeth. The latter was still just as charming as ever, but she seemed, in some inexplicable way, to have set a limit to their intimacy--defined a boundary line which she never intended to be overstepped. It was as though she felt that she had allowed Sara to approach too nearly some inner sanctum which she had hitherto guarded securely from all intrusion, and now hastened to erect a barricade against a repetition of the offence. More than once, lately, Sara had broached the subject of her impending departure from Barrow, only to have the suggestion incontinently brushed aside by Major Durward, w
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