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uld have to do this without knowing what she was paying for, or why the door of the world is locked against me. My lips are sealed, nor shall I ever be able to break the seal. _Now_ do you understand why I can never ask you, or any other woman to be my wife?" Sara looked at him curiously; he could not read the expression of her face. "Have you finished?" she asked. "Is that all?" "All? Isn't it enough?"--with a grim laugh. "And you are letting this--this folly of your youth stand between us?" "The world applies a harder word than folly to it!" "I don't care anything at all about the world. What do _you_ call it?" He shrugged his shoulders. "I call it folly to ask the criminal in the dock whether he approves the judge's verdict. He's hardly likely to!" For a moment she was silent. Then she seemed to gather herself together. "Garth, do you love me?" The words fell clearly on the still, summer air. "Yes"--doggedly--"I love you. What then?" "What then? Why--this! I don't care what you've done. It doesn't matter to me whether you are an outcast or not. If you are, then I'm willing to be an outcast with you. Oh, Garth--My Garth! I've been begging you to marry me all afternoon, and--and----" with a broken little laugh--"you can't _keep on_ refusing me!" Before her passionate faith and trust the barriers he had raised between them came crashing down. His arms went round her, and for a few moments they clung together and love wiped out all bitter memories of the past and all the menace of the future. But presently he came back to his senses. Very gently he put her from him. "It's not right," he stammered unsteadily. "I can't accept this from you. Dear, you must let me go away. . . . I can't spoil your beautiful life by joining it to mine!" She drew his arm about her shoulders again. "You will spoil it if you go away. Oh! Garth, you dear, foolish man! When will you understand that love is the only thing that matters? If you had committed all the sins in the Decalogue, I shouldn't care! You're mine now"--jealously--"my lover. And I'm not going to be thrust out of your life for some stupid scruple. Let the past take care of itself. The present is ours. And--and I love you, Garth!" It was difficult to reason coolly with her arms about him, her lips so near his own, and his great love for her pulling at his heart. But he made one further effort. "If you should ever regret it, Sara?" he wh
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